Now I understand why I like Ulquiorra and Stark the most among the 10 Espadas...
Because they represent "Emptiness" and "Solitude".
And these two words pretty much describe me.
This holiday has made me feel that I'm further away from my friends.
The distance between us grew.
Well, I can't blame them for that.
They have their own lives to live.
So... I should get a life too.
A life without them in it would be the best to keep me away from those two words.
There's a special complement for a certain someone.
I love the way you lie.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
Untitled 12
I've lived almost 18 years now.
But I still don't act like 18 years old, more like an 8 years old...
Some people call their friends "brothers" and "sisters".
What does it actually mean?
From my experience, it doesn't mean anything.
You're neither closer to them than friends nor family.
You're just like everybody else.
It's just a name to call people.
I called them "jiejie", act cute a little...
Thinking that might get a bit of their attention.
Don't you think this very thought is childish?
Yes, I AM childish.
I'm just a kid who doesn't learn, doesn't grow up.
Getting their attention?
What the hell?
Who would ever put their attention on someone like me?
It was always been me.
I'm the one who talk to them, sms them.
And what is the common thing you see here?
What word appears in your mind?
"DISTURBED" <-- that's what appeared.
Try putting that into the sentence again.
"I'm the one who DISTURBED them."
Wai Loon, I know you thought about it, but... THINK HARDER~
And don't just think about stop disturbing them, DO IT!!!
Don't ever say try...
DO or DO NOT, there is no try.
Grow up dude, this is your fate.
Capricorn is born like that, face it...
But I still don't act like 18 years old, more like an 8 years old...
Some people call their friends "brothers" and "sisters".
What does it actually mean?
From my experience, it doesn't mean anything.
You're neither closer to them than friends nor family.
You're just like everybody else.
It's just a name to call people.
I called them "jiejie", act cute a little...
Thinking that might get a bit of their attention.
Don't you think this very thought is childish?
Yes, I AM childish.
I'm just a kid who doesn't learn, doesn't grow up.
Getting their attention?
What the hell?
Who would ever put their attention on someone like me?
It was always been me.
I'm the one who talk to them, sms them.
And what is the common thing you see here?
What word appears in your mind?
"DISTURBED" <-- that's what appeared.
Try putting that into the sentence again.
"I'm the one who DISTURBED them."
Wai Loon, I know you thought about it, but... THINK HARDER~
And don't just think about stop disturbing them, DO IT!!!
Don't ever say try...
DO or DO NOT, there is no try.
Grow up dude, this is your fate.
Capricorn is born like that, face it...
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
I'm not ready...
That day, I told her the truth...
I can feel the pain after her reply.
I was upset for a few days.
But after that, I feel normal...
Am I numbed by the pain?
Or I've never truly liked her before?
I don't know...
People often say "listen to your heart"...
What I hear is bip bop bip bop =.=
But I definitely don't like to see her with other guys.
Lately, I've thought about it a lot...
Perhaps I'm not ready for a relationship yet.
I'm still a kid.
I'm still immature.
I'm still incapable of taking care of myself, let alone taking care of her.
I don't have the ability to fulfill her needs.
Perhaps I'm really not ready for this.
Relationship is a complicated thing.
I'm still too young to understand that.
And I'm not smart enough to understand that.
Perhaps time will be willing to sacrifice itself to teach me.
Until it thinks that I'm ready...
I can feel the pain after her reply.
I was upset for a few days.
But after that, I feel normal...
Am I numbed by the pain?
Or I've never truly liked her before?
I don't know...
People often say "listen to your heart"...
What I hear is bip bop bip bop =.=
But I definitely don't like to see her with other guys.
Lately, I've thought about it a lot...
Perhaps I'm not ready for a relationship yet.
I'm still a kid.
I'm still immature.
I'm still incapable of taking care of myself, let alone taking care of her.
I don't have the ability to fulfill her needs.
Perhaps I'm really not ready for this.
Relationship is a complicated thing.
I'm still too young to understand that.
And I'm not smart enough to understand that.
Perhaps time will be willing to sacrifice itself to teach me.
Until it thinks that I'm ready...
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Last Day of School in SDJ
Today is officially the last day of school.
And also my last day of a secondary school student in SDJ.
It's a special day.
We're leaving our closest friends and teachers.
Many cried.
I wasn't able to cry this morning, but the feeling is coming now, though not entirely about graduating.
I used to hate school.
Thinking school is a waste of time.
Why bother going to school?
Who would've thought that I'd actually miss SDJ.
This place has changed me a lot.
Thanks to everyone.
First of all, I want to thank all my teachers.
It's thanks to you that I am who I am today.
Especially Miss Wong.
She gave me a chance to participate in NRC last year.
At that time, she doesn't know me...
She just chose me because someone said my name.
And it all started.
I've become more talkative after joining the training sessions.
I don't know whether that's a good thing or a bad thing.
But it sure did build up my confidence.
Because of this, I was able to make more friends.
It's also because of NRC, I founded Robotics Club together with my teammates and best friends.
I was also able to hold so many posts.
While contributing to the club, I've learned many things under her guidance.
Miss Wong, you've taught me a lot.
Thank you so much, for everything.
Next, is Puan Jothy.
She's our form teacher.
She's like a mother to us.
She taught us not only academically, but also how to be a better person.
She never scolded any of us.
I don't know what to say other than thank you.
Mr. Prabha, a discipline teacher.
A wonderful and very dedicated teacher.
Students are afraid yet close to him.
How contradicting is that...
He taught us Accounting.
"Account is a thinking subject" <-- His favourite line.
He's capable of explaining every concept very clearly.
That's why I was able to score in my exam.
It's also because of this that I think that I'm going to continue my studies in Accounting.
Thank you, sir, for everything you've taught me.
I'll make you proud for sure.
There's too many other teachers that I want to thank.
But my vocab is limited...
I'm not very good with words.
Therefore, I wish to say this to everyone, my teachers and friends.
Thank you for everything.
I wouldn't be me if it weren't for you.
And also, I'm sorry for anything that I've said or done that may have offended you.
You may not be the best people in the world, but you're always the best in my heart.
And also my last day of a secondary school student in SDJ.
It's a special day.
We're leaving our closest friends and teachers.
Many cried.
I wasn't able to cry this morning, but the feeling is coming now, though not entirely about graduating.
I used to hate school.
Thinking school is a waste of time.
Why bother going to school?
Who would've thought that I'd actually miss SDJ.
This place has changed me a lot.
Thanks to everyone.
First of all, I want to thank all my teachers.
It's thanks to you that I am who I am today.
Especially Miss Wong.
She gave me a chance to participate in NRC last year.
At that time, she doesn't know me...
She just chose me because someone said my name.
And it all started.
I've become more talkative after joining the training sessions.
I don't know whether that's a good thing or a bad thing.
But it sure did build up my confidence.
Because of this, I was able to make more friends.
It's also because of NRC, I founded Robotics Club together with my teammates and best friends.
I was also able to hold so many posts.
While contributing to the club, I've learned many things under her guidance.
Miss Wong, you've taught me a lot.
Thank you so much, for everything.
Next, is Puan Jothy.
She's our form teacher.
She's like a mother to us.
She taught us not only academically, but also how to be a better person.
She never scolded any of us.
I don't know what to say other than thank you.
Mr. Prabha, a discipline teacher.
A wonderful and very dedicated teacher.
Students are afraid yet close to him.
How contradicting is that...
He taught us Accounting.
"Account is a thinking subject" <-- His favourite line.
He's capable of explaining every concept very clearly.
That's why I was able to score in my exam.
It's also because of this that I think that I'm going to continue my studies in Accounting.
Thank you, sir, for everything you've taught me.
I'll make you proud for sure.
There's too many other teachers that I want to thank.
But my vocab is limited...
I'm not very good with words.
Therefore, I wish to say this to everyone, my teachers and friends.
Thank you for everything.
I wouldn't be me if it weren't for you.
And also, I'm sorry for anything that I've said or done that may have offended you.
You may not be the best people in the world, but you're always the best in my heart.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Once again...
I guess this is just my fate. ↲
I don't know should i be happy or sad to be born as capricorn.↲
Can someone tell me?
I don't know should i be happy or sad to be born as capricorn.↲
Can someone tell me?
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Jiejie
Jiejie had her MUET exam today.
She told me that it didn't achieve her expectations.
She was upset, but there's nothing I can do to help her.
What a failure I am...
My friends are not in a good mood, yet there's nothing I can do to help.
I feel so helpless...
Sorry Jiejie, I'm not good with words.
I don't know how to say anything to make you feel better.
But if you ever need my help, just tell me.
I'll do anything I can to help.
I'll always support you.
You're the best Jiejie ever =)
She told me that it didn't achieve her expectations.
She was upset, but there's nothing I can do to help her.
What a failure I am...
My friends are not in a good mood, yet there's nothing I can do to help.
I feel so helpless...
Sorry Jiejie, I'm not good with words.
I don't know how to say anything to make you feel better.
But if you ever need my help, just tell me.
I'll do anything I can to help.
I'll always support you.
You're the best Jiejie ever =)
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Jamuan
It started last friday.
I went to Rainbow for lunch while waiting for my friends, as usual.
Then, Jiejie saw me sitting alone, she brought along LY.
The 3 of us sat there.
I just listen to them chatting cause I'm still busy eating.
After that, Jiejie went to talk with her friends, leaving only me and LY
It would be very weird and awkward if we just sit there and do nothing.
So, we chatted.
Just at that very moment, my friends came.
They're being very "considerate" as well, sitting at other place.
Soon, another group of friends saw us.
And guess what?
They thought me and LY... =.=
They didn't really spread any rumors but they certainly told someone.
Cause yesterday someone came to me "Eh, you got GF liao ar?" =.=
I want to say, we're only friends, thank you =)
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Scout, St. John and BSMM had their annual lunch today at JB Catering.
I don't belong to any of these units, but I'm there, as a VIP, eating for free ^^
Why?
Cause Ms Tay said that she wants to sit in my car.
So I made a deal with her.
I send her there and she treats me lunch.
And that's it, free lunch ^^
But still, I feel a little out of place, since I don't belong to any of these units.
I went and walk around in the park just behind that place after having my lunch.
How I wished that my GF was there... (that is if I have one)
We'll walk in the park, enjoying the scenery...
Although the scenery is not very nice.
But that's just... so nice.
The food there doesn't stand out much, so I'm not gonna say anything about it.
Even though I'm out of place, but still I think it's quite fun.
It would be better if there's closer friends, like Jiejie ^^
After this event, I found myself a part-time job.
I can be a part-time driver, haha.
Since that's what I'm doing today.
My salary is a RM15 lunch for just a short trip ^^
That's really a good idea.
I went to Rainbow for lunch while waiting for my friends, as usual.
Then, Jiejie saw me sitting alone, she brought along LY.
The 3 of us sat there.
I just listen to them chatting cause I'm still busy eating.
After that, Jiejie went to talk with her friends, leaving only me and LY
It would be very weird and awkward if we just sit there and do nothing.
So, we chatted.
Just at that very moment, my friends came.
They're being very "considerate" as well, sitting at other place.
Soon, another group of friends saw us.
And guess what?
They thought me and LY... =.=
They didn't really spread any rumors but they certainly told someone.
Cause yesterday someone came to me "Eh, you got GF liao ar?" =.=
I want to say, we're only friends, thank you =)
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Scout, St. John and BSMM had their annual lunch today at JB Catering.
I don't belong to any of these units, but I'm there, as a VIP, eating for free ^^
Why?
Cause Ms Tay said that she wants to sit in my car.
So I made a deal with her.
I send her there and she treats me lunch.
And that's it, free lunch ^^
But still, I feel a little out of place, since I don't belong to any of these units.
I went and walk around in the park just behind that place after having my lunch.
How I wished that my GF was there... (that is if I have one)
We'll walk in the park, enjoying the scenery...
Although the scenery is not very nice.
But that's just... so nice.
The food there doesn't stand out much, so I'm not gonna say anything about it.
Even though I'm out of place, but still I think it's quite fun.
It would be better if there's closer friends, like Jiejie ^^
After this event, I found myself a part-time job.
I can be a part-time driver, haha.
Since that's what I'm doing today.
My salary is a RM15 lunch for just a short trip ^^
That's really a good idea.
Monday, September 20, 2010
Untitled 11
It ain't what I expected.
The 1st day of school after 2 weeks of holiday.
I thought it'd be a bit more... welcoming.
But it's just like we've been to school for every single day.
It doesn't feel like the 2-week holiday just ended.
Nah...
I'm just expecting too much.
Who would want to see me?
Since this is the case, I'm more looking forward to see lengluis...
Haha...
Just gotten back a few of my trial's results.
So far... not bad.
5A and 1E...
Must start studying my history.
Otherwise I won't make it.
This time, it ain't gonna be easy...
The 1st day of school after 2 weeks of holiday.
I thought it'd be a bit more... welcoming.
But it's just like we've been to school for every single day.
It doesn't feel like the 2-week holiday just ended.
Nah...
I'm just expecting too much.
Who would want to see me?
Since this is the case, I'm more looking forward to see lengluis...
Haha...
Just gotten back a few of my trial's results.
So far... not bad.
5A and 1E...
Must start studying my history.
Otherwise I won't make it.
This time, it ain't gonna be easy...
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Untitled 10
Now is exam period.
That only means 1 thing.
It's a lonely period.
Everyday I feel the same loneliness...
Without friends, without the mood to study.
There's really no one else to blame but myself if the result sucks.
I'm just not good at dealing with these things.
Well, at least there's one person who'll understand me.
Cause he's in the same situation.
Getting a girlfriend?
Yeah, that will really help.
Except that... who would fall for someone like me?
Not very handsome, not very rich, not very smart... just a nobody...
What's more, I'm not good at talking.
I can't even proceed in a conversation nicely, let alone sweet and romantic things.
I should just go back to become a baby.
Since I don't even know how to talk, I'm no different from babies.
That only means 1 thing.
It's a lonely period.
Everyday I feel the same loneliness...
Without friends, without the mood to study.
There's really no one else to blame but myself if the result sucks.
I'm just not good at dealing with these things.
Well, at least there's one person who'll understand me.
Cause he's in the same situation.
Getting a girlfriend?
Yeah, that will really help.
Except that... who would fall for someone like me?
Not very handsome, not very rich, not very smart... just a nobody...
What's more, I'm not good at talking.
I can't even proceed in a conversation nicely, let alone sweet and romantic things.
I should just go back to become a baby.
Since I don't even know how to talk, I'm no different from babies.
Friday, August 13, 2010
"Happy"
I find it hard to share something with my parents.
It's not some teenage problems which usually is very hard to share with parents.
It's just something normal.
Something that happened in school.
I just want to share it...
So perhaps they can understand me a little more.
But every time before the story ends, the lecturing cuts in.
I know the story also relates to my weakness.
But could you just listen to the story until the very end first?
Let's have a laugh and enjoy it before the lecture starts...
But you didn't give it a chance.
The story have not yet reached the climax...
The lecture starts already.
Is it so hard to just let the story goes till the end?
When I share things with you, lecture comes first.
When I don't share it, you'd say I just stick to the computer.
Pressure... Stress...
Who doesn't have those?
I just don't show it.
I'm just pretending that I don't have any worries or trouble.
I don't want others to see me facing troubles and make them worry about me.
I don't like it.
So I just pretend nothing happened, and bear everything myself.
My sister, my cousins...
They all have scored straight A's.
They're smart of course.
The pressure and stress to maintain that record is all on me.
I want people around me to be happy.
I make people happy, but not myself.
"Leading a happy life is the most important thing."
This line coming from me just look so weird...
It's not some teenage problems which usually is very hard to share with parents.
It's just something normal.
Something that happened in school.
I just want to share it...
So perhaps they can understand me a little more.
But every time before the story ends, the lecturing cuts in.
I know the story also relates to my weakness.
But could you just listen to the story until the very end first?
Let's have a laugh and enjoy it before the lecture starts...
But you didn't give it a chance.
The story have not yet reached the climax...
The lecture starts already.
Is it so hard to just let the story goes till the end?
When I share things with you, lecture comes first.
When I don't share it, you'd say I just stick to the computer.
Pressure... Stress...
Who doesn't have those?
I just don't show it.
I'm just pretending that I don't have any worries or trouble.
I don't want others to see me facing troubles and make them worry about me.
I don't like it.
So I just pretend nothing happened, and bear everything myself.
My sister, my cousins...
They all have scored straight A's.
They're smart of course.
The pressure and stress to maintain that record is all on me.
I want people around me to be happy.
I make people happy, but not myself.
"Leading a happy life is the most important thing."
This line coming from me just look so weird...
Saturday, July 31, 2010
I hate myself...
To be honest, I'm really not satisfied with myself.
I suck at studies, I don't know how to talk, I'm a coward and so on.
Trial's coming.
I wanted to study.
I know I have to study.
But I just don't have the will and motivation to do it.
I'm always easily distracted by other things.
My friend is unhappy.
I want to help.
But I don't know how.
I don't know how to talk.
I don't know how to comfort people.
I don't know how to make people smile, laugh.
The worst part of me is I'm a coward.
She's just there.
Standing just 2 feet away from me.
Yet I don't have the freaking gut to talk to her.
She's not alone, she's with her friends.
But they're all human beings, so am I.
So why scare to start the conversation?
I don't know.
I just let this chance slipped away...
I'm the stupidest person in this world.
What's wrong with me anyway?
I hate myself.
Serious HATE myself...
I suck at studies, I don't know how to talk, I'm a coward and so on.
Trial's coming.
I wanted to study.
I know I have to study.
But I just don't have the will and motivation to do it.
I'm always easily distracted by other things.
My friend is unhappy.
I want to help.
But I don't know how.
I don't know how to talk.
I don't know how to comfort people.
I don't know how to make people smile, laugh.
The worst part of me is I'm a coward.
She's just there.
Standing just 2 feet away from me.
Yet I don't have the freaking gut to talk to her.
She's not alone, she's with her friends.
But they're all human beings, so am I.
So why scare to start the conversation?
I don't know.
I just let this chance slipped away...
I'm the stupidest person in this world.
What's wrong with me anyway?
I hate myself.
Serious HATE myself...
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Lonely
I feel so different tonight.
Unusually lonely.
This is the time I hate the most throughout the year.
The exam period.
Everyone's focusing on their studies.
I know I should do so as well.
But we still need to relax.
Or maybe I'm way too relax.
I seriously need to focus, concentrate...
It just seems so hard to me.
I feel as though some of my friends are further away from me.
Or maybe, we were NEVER friends to begin with.
It's always just me.
The naive little kid.
Be friends through FaceBook?
Duh, is it even possible?
It doesn't seem like it to me.
Time flies.
But the time inside me just seem to stop.
It stopped at the stage "Naive little kid".
I'm always on my own.
I do everything alone.
Maybe I should follow Stark's method.
Split myself into 2.
Then I wouldn't be bored.
There will always be someone there for me.
That would be me, in a separate body.
I miss her.
Although I saw her this morning, but I didn't get a chance to talk to her.
Wait, what for if there's a chance?
I'm just a coward that doesn't even dare to talk to her.
Still, I wanted to talk to her.
I really do miss her...
Unusually lonely.
This is the time I hate the most throughout the year.
The exam period.
Everyone's focusing on their studies.
I know I should do so as well.
But we still need to relax.
Or maybe I'm way too relax.
I seriously need to focus, concentrate...
It just seems so hard to me.
I feel as though some of my friends are further away from me.
Or maybe, we were NEVER friends to begin with.
It's always just me.
The naive little kid.
Be friends through FaceBook?
Duh, is it even possible?
It doesn't seem like it to me.
Time flies.
But the time inside me just seem to stop.
It stopped at the stage "Naive little kid".
I'm always on my own.
I do everything alone.
Maybe I should follow Stark's method.
Split myself into 2.
Then I wouldn't be bored.
There will always be someone there for me.
That would be me, in a separate body.
I miss her.
Although I saw her this morning, but I didn't get a chance to talk to her.
Wait, what for if there's a chance?
I'm just a coward that doesn't even dare to talk to her.
Still, I wanted to talk to her.
I really do miss her...
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Trial coming~
OMG~
Trial exam is on the way...
"Eh trial, you're going the wrong way... Not here, go other place" XD
Ok, that's just lame.
As usual, things that I say is quite lame, haha.
I've decided to start studying on Monday.
But then, there's still lots of homework I have to do.
Ended up until now I've only studied until Chapter 2 of Form 4 Chemistry.
I wonder when will I be able to study everything before the trial exam...
Actually there's nothing much to update.
Everyday is just as usual.
Just a few days I didn't see her.
Today I purposely stayed a bit longer to see her.
But I still don't have the courage to talk to her face to face.
What the hell is wrong with me?
We're all human beings.
Just that she's with her friends, I'm alone.
So?
Damn, hate this part of me.
I'm such a failure...
Trial exam is on the way...
"Eh trial, you're going the wrong way... Not here, go other place" XD
Ok, that's just lame.
As usual, things that I say is quite lame, haha.
I've decided to start studying on Monday.
But then, there's still lots of homework I have to do.
Ended up until now I've only studied until Chapter 2 of Form 4 Chemistry.
I wonder when will I be able to study everything before the trial exam...
Actually there's nothing much to update.
Everyday is just as usual.
Just a few days I didn't see her.
Today I purposely stayed a bit longer to see her.
But I still don't have the courage to talk to her face to face.
What the hell is wrong with me?
We're all human beings.
Just that she's with her friends, I'm alone.
So?
Damn, hate this part of me.
I'm such a failure...
Monday, July 19, 2010
Boring~
Well, as the title have said, it's boring.
I've nothing to do.
So just come here and update my blog which no one will ever read it.
Blogging, it's quite a nice thing to do.
I have things to say, blog is there to listen.
I don't have to worry that I'll say something inappropriate.
Also, there's no need to worry that I'll ever disturb anyone.
Isn't it great?
Whoever that create blogs, thank you.
This coming Friday is Hari Kantin.
This is a day that allow us to sell food and drinks to earn profit for the club.
This is the first year that I participate and manage the stall.
This is also the final year that I can enjoy this in this school.
Our plan was to plan everything through, then dump the jobs to lower forms.
We'll just supervise them.
Then we'll have more time studying (hell if this is happening).
But then, now I feel like it's a mistake.
It's so hard to discuss things with them.
It would've been a lot easier if I had handle it alone.
Sure hope we can make it in time.
It's also because of this event, that I found my interest.
I like planning and managing events or something else.
It just makes me look so cool.
So probably I'll be studying something related to management.
I'm still not too sure about that.
But at least I have a slightest clue of what I like.
Better than last time, don't know anything at all.
So, most likely I'll be pursuing in this direction.
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Saw you today.
I wonder if you see me.
But it's alright.
It's fine with me if people around me is happy...
Especially you.
I've nothing to do.
So just come here and update my blog which no one will ever read it.
Blogging, it's quite a nice thing to do.
I have things to say, blog is there to listen.
I don't have to worry that I'll say something inappropriate.
Also, there's no need to worry that I'll ever disturb anyone.
Isn't it great?
Whoever that create blogs, thank you.
This coming Friday is Hari Kantin.
This is a day that allow us to sell food and drinks to earn profit for the club.
This is the first year that I participate and manage the stall.
This is also the final year that I can enjoy this in this school.
Our plan was to plan everything through, then dump the jobs to lower forms.
We'll just supervise them.
Then we'll have more time studying (hell if this is happening).
But then, now I feel like it's a mistake.
It's so hard to discuss things with them.
It would've been a lot easier if I had handle it alone.
Sure hope we can make it in time.
It's also because of this event, that I found my interest.
I like planning and managing events or something else.
It just makes me look so cool.
So probably I'll be studying something related to management.
I'm still not too sure about that.
But at least I have a slightest clue of what I like.
Better than last time, don't know anything at all.
So, most likely I'll be pursuing in this direction.
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Saw you today.
I wonder if you see me.
But it's alright.
It's fine with me if people around me is happy...
Especially you.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
To You
I'm really happy that I could chat with you the past few days.
Not many people are willing to do that.
But these few days, I've felt unusually lonely.
No one wishes to even talk with me.
I feel so insignificant, so unneeded.
You told me not to think too much.
I tried, but I can't help it.
Perhaps I really have overdid it.
I should find other ways to deal with my loneliness, instead of troubling friends.
I used to think that that's what friends are for...
To accompany when loneliness finds me.
But I guess I misunderstood the meaning of 'friends'.
That's not what they're for.
Or perhaps I trust people too easily.
I thought interaction between 2 people can become friends.
I was being naive.
No matter how you put it, humans still have a limit.
I wish to take this opportunity to apologize.
I have no one else to blame.
It's my fault.
I'm sorry...
Not many people are willing to do that.
But these few days, I've felt unusually lonely.
No one wishes to even talk with me.
I feel so insignificant, so unneeded.
You told me not to think too much.
I tried, but I can't help it.
Perhaps I really have overdid it.
I should find other ways to deal with my loneliness, instead of troubling friends.
I used to think that that's what friends are for...
To accompany when loneliness finds me.
But I guess I misunderstood the meaning of 'friends'.
That's not what they're for.
Or perhaps I trust people too easily.
I thought interaction between 2 people can become friends.
I was being naive.
No matter how you put it, humans still have a limit.
I wish to take this opportunity to apologize.
I have no one else to blame.
It's my fault.
I'm sorry...
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
I Wanna Be A Hero~
My dad just upgraded the streamyx package lately.
It's supposed... SUPPOSED to be 2 times faster than the previous package.
Well, what do you know?
This is Malaysia.
You can't trust those services...
LAG DAO~~~
Been playing Aran recently.
Although it's tiring keep pressing the same key...
But it's quite fun.
My Crusader is now stuck at Lv104.
No mood to train that anymore.
WHEN WILL I BECOME A HERO!?
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BY2 is coming back to Singapore ^^
But I can't go meet them T.T
Why must it be on weekday?
Hope they'll come to Malaysia.
Preferably in City Square or Tebrau City ^^
Must meet them in person...
It's supposed... SUPPOSED to be 2 times faster than the previous package.
Well, what do you know?
This is Malaysia.
You can't trust those services...
LAG DAO~~~
Been playing Aran recently.
Although it's tiring keep pressing the same key...
But it's quite fun.
My Crusader is now stuck at Lv104.
No mood to train that anymore.
WHEN WILL I BECOME A HERO!?
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BY2 is coming back to Singapore ^^
But I can't go meet them T.T
Why must it be on weekday?
Hope they'll come to Malaysia.
Preferably in City Square or Tebrau City ^^
Must meet them in person...
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Special or Strange?
Well, I've been asking myself this particular questions many times.
Yet I still can't find the answer.
I always see myself doing different things from others.
They study like mad during exam period.
I study for like, 2 to 3 hours max.
They play basketball and football.
I play badminton.
They can talk about anything and everything.
I have nothing to talk about.
I used to give opinions on something.
My opinions were always neglected or ignored.
In the end, I feel I'm totally out of the place.
I feel that I shouldn't even be here.
I don't belong here.
I seriously have no idea.
Am I special?
Or am I weird?
Yet I still can't find the answer.
I always see myself doing different things from others.
They study like mad during exam period.
I study for like, 2 to 3 hours max.
They play basketball and football.
I play badminton.
They can talk about anything and everything.
I have nothing to talk about.
I used to give opinions on something.
My opinions were always neglected or ignored.
In the end, I feel I'm totally out of the place.
I feel that I shouldn't even be here.
I don't belong here.
I seriously have no idea.
Am I special?
Or am I weird?
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Untitled 9
Wow... it's been so freaking long since I last updated my blog.
Been busy with exams lately...
(Hell if I am)
Everyday still online like usual.
My results will be the same this time... or worse.
Well, anyway I'm dead meat now...
Do remember to bring flower to visit me =)
Played back my crusader cause I was too damn bored.
Helmed on 29th May, 0000 hour.
Hit Lv100 on 29th May, 2204 hour.
Yup, having a Scarlion Helm makes training hell lot better.
Increased my damage by quite a lot too.
What's important is, I look so CUTE~!
I took a screen shot while riding on my hog.
A lion on top and a pig at the bottom...
Aw... so cute XD
Let's see, today is Tuesday.
My guild mate wants me to reach Lv120 by Friday.
That's so freaking impossible without ringer.
Buying a ring service is easy, but the money is the problem.
Who's gonna pay for the service?
I certainly don't have so much money.
And I will need a priest if I want to chiong faster.
Long time never play badminton...
I wanna play T.T
Frenky finally agreed to play with me.
Haha...
But don't know when =.=
Looking forward to that, haha.
Been busy with exams lately...
(Hell if I am)
Everyday still online like usual.
My results will be the same this time... or worse.
Well, anyway I'm dead meat now...
Do remember to bring flower to visit me =)
Played back my crusader cause I was too damn bored.
Helmed on 29th May, 0000 hour.
Hit Lv100 on 29th May, 2204 hour.
Yup, having a Scarlion Helm makes training hell lot better.
Increased my damage by quite a lot too.
What's important is, I look so CUTE~!
I took a screen shot while riding on my hog.
A lion on top and a pig at the bottom...
Aw... so cute XD
Let's see, today is Tuesday.
My guild mate wants me to reach Lv120 by Friday.
That's so freaking impossible without ringer.
Buying a ring service is easy, but the money is the problem.
Who's gonna pay for the service?
I certainly don't have so much money.
And I will need a priest if I want to chiong faster.
Long time never play badminton...
I wanna play T.T
Frenky finally agreed to play with me.
Haha...
But don't know when =.=
Looking forward to that, haha.
Saturday, May 8, 2010
By2
I wonder when will By2 come back to Singapore...
Or maybe come to Malaysia.
I wish to see them in person.
They're just simply amazing.
The songs are nice, the dance is cool...
Some more they're pretty and cute~
OMG...
Who could resist them?
Must go to their concert or whatever activities they have. ^^
Or maybe come to Malaysia.
I wish to see them in person.
They're just simply amazing.
The songs are nice, the dance is cool...
Some more they're pretty and cute~
OMG...
Who could resist them?
Must go to their concert or whatever activities they have. ^^
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Decided
Thanks to everyone that gave me advices yesterday.
I've decided, to quit.
Well, Da Jie told me to follow my heart.
But I never knew how to do that.
So I follow my head instead.
My head told me that I want more free time.
For the ECA marks, guess I have to be more active in other competitions.
I mean competitions that doesn't involve training a long time.
As for the team...
I'm no longer the captain.
I no longer hold any rights to decide for the team.
I'll leave that to teacher.
Feel like doing many things...
-Study hard.
-Learn cooking.
-Learn guitar.
-Read more articles on humorous speeches.
-Support By2 ^^
-Get a girlfriend.
All these look hard...
Well, these are the things that I really wish to do.
Especially for the 5th one =)
Wish me luck.
I've decided, to quit.
Well, Da Jie told me to follow my heart.
But I never knew how to do that.
So I follow my head instead.
My head told me that I want more free time.
For the ECA marks, guess I have to be more active in other competitions.
I mean competitions that doesn't involve training a long time.
As for the team...
I'm no longer the captain.
I no longer hold any rights to decide for the team.
I'll leave that to teacher.
Feel like doing many things...
-Study hard.
-Learn cooking.
-Learn guitar.
-Read more articles on humorous speeches.
-Support By2 ^^
-Get a girlfriend.
All these look hard...
Well, these are the things that I really wish to do.
Especially for the 5th one =)
Wish me luck.
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Vexing...
Life is all about decisions making.
That's the hardest thing in life.
Here's the situation.
I joined this competition, I'm the leader of course.
My teammates suggested replacing me with someone else.
So I'm thinking of quitting the competition...
Since they don't listen to me, it'd be useless to stay there being the leader.
Teacher did told me not to give them face, just order them.
But will they listen?
Surely not.
I told teacher about this just now.
After discussing with our trainer, they suggested 2 solutions for me.
1. Quit.
2. Replace them with anyone, get ECA marks, purposely lose the competition.
Let's list out the pros and cons of both solutions.
1. Quit.
Pros
- More time studying.
- Another set of materials for other teams.
- My juniors are given a chance to join the competition and gain experience.
Cons
- I lose ECA marks.
- Wasted the time that I went for the trainings.
2. Replacing.
Pros
- Help 2 friends that can work together with me get ECA marks.
- I get ECA marks.
- We gain experience.
Cons
- A bit lesser time studying.
- Less juniors get the chance to join the competition.
- No guaranteed win.
Both ways can be noble and selfish.
So, which one should I choose?
That's the hardest thing in life.
Here's the situation.
I joined this competition, I'm the leader of course.
My teammates suggested replacing me with someone else.
So I'm thinking of quitting the competition...
Since they don't listen to me, it'd be useless to stay there being the leader.
Teacher did told me not to give them face, just order them.
But will they listen?
Surely not.
I told teacher about this just now.
After discussing with our trainer, they suggested 2 solutions for me.
1. Quit.
2. Replace them with anyone, get ECA marks, purposely lose the competition.
Let's list out the pros and cons of both solutions.
1. Quit.
Pros
- More time studying.
- Another set of materials for other teams.
- My juniors are given a chance to join the competition and gain experience.
Cons
- I lose ECA marks.
- Wasted the time that I went for the trainings.
2. Replacing.
Pros
- Help 2 friends that can work together with me get ECA marks.
- I get ECA marks.
- We gain experience.
Cons
- A bit lesser time studying.
- Less juniors get the chance to join the competition.
- No guaranteed win.
Both ways can be noble and selfish.
So, which one should I choose?
Monday, May 3, 2010
Happy~
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!!
Getting license soon ^^
Around Thursday or Friday.
I thought I'd have to wait quite some time to take the test.
But instead, it started right away when I reach there.
Only used 3 minutes to complete parking and all that.
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All of a sudden, I've become a fan of BY2.
Their songs are just too good.
Not some songs, but every single one of them.
Also, they're cute ^^
Support BY2 ^^
Getting license soon ^^
Around Thursday or Friday.
I thought I'd have to wait quite some time to take the test.
But instead, it started right away when I reach there.
Only used 3 minutes to complete parking and all that.
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All of a sudden, I've become a fan of BY2.
Their songs are just too good.
Not some songs, but every single one of them.
Also, they're cute ^^
Support BY2 ^^
Friday, April 16, 2010
I'm Sorry...
This post is specially for her.
I'm sorry for wanting to talk to you every time.
Every night, I feel lonely.
No one understands me, no attention is turned to me.
I may be 17, but I'm still a kid.
I don't know how to deal with loneliness.
All I know is to talk to someone to get rid of the feeling of loneliness.
You're a good person.
I know I've disturbed you most of the time.
But you never said anything.
Maybe cause you don't want to hurt my feelings.
But it hurts even more when you're just ignoring me.
I will feel much better if you could tell me the truth.
Even scolding me is fine.
Just don't ignore me, please...
If you want to tell me "It's okay cause we're friends, don't think too much"
I'm sorry.
But I don't believe in that anymore.
It's not that I don't trust you.
Maybe it's like a phobia to me.
Cause someone said the exact same sentence to me before.
I believed that.
In the end, it's the same.
They hated me.
I know I was in the fault, but it still hurts.
All I ever wanted is a little attention.
Someone that let me feel that I'm needed in this world.
It'll be selfish to ask you to give me that.
If you don't want to, I don't blame you.
Just tell me frankly.
Don't just ignore me...
Please...
I'm sorry for wanting to talk to you every time.
Every night, I feel lonely.
No one understands me, no attention is turned to me.
I may be 17, but I'm still a kid.
I don't know how to deal with loneliness.
All I know is to talk to someone to get rid of the feeling of loneliness.
You're a good person.
I know I've disturbed you most of the time.
But you never said anything.
Maybe cause you don't want to hurt my feelings.
But it hurts even more when you're just ignoring me.
I will feel much better if you could tell me the truth.
Even scolding me is fine.
Just don't ignore me, please...
If you want to tell me "It's okay cause we're friends, don't think too much"
I'm sorry.
But I don't believe in that anymore.
It's not that I don't trust you.
Maybe it's like a phobia to me.
Cause someone said the exact same sentence to me before.
I believed that.
In the end, it's the same.
They hated me.
I know I was in the fault, but it still hurts.
All I ever wanted is a little attention.
Someone that let me feel that I'm needed in this world.
It'll be selfish to ask you to give me that.
If you don't want to, I don't blame you.
Just tell me frankly.
Don't just ignore me...
Please...
Ronald's Birthday
16th of April.
Special day...
Not for me, but for Ronald.
Happy Birthday Ronald~! ^^
Panda bought a 2kg cake for him.
Of course, we all paid for the cake.
It's a fruit cake.
What's special about the cake is the bottom part.
It has a thin layer of something like a mixture of peanut and sugar.
OMG~
That's nice.
Like most birthday parties, the last piece of cake is evil.
Yup... I'm sure all of you can imagine what happened.
We also bought a card for him.
All of us signed our names on that card.
He better not lose that card.
We'll kill him for sure...
Seeing them planned the whole thing for so long.
For a week...
I can see how special Ronald is in everyone's heart.
I can also see where's my place in their hearts.
There's no way I'm a match of Ronald.
The happier they are, the sadder I am.
I'm the extra ones.
The ones that's born with the sole purpose of wasting resources.
I feel so unneeded.
Special day...
Not for me, but for Ronald.
Happy Birthday Ronald~! ^^
Panda bought a 2kg cake for him.
Of course, we all paid for the cake.
It's a fruit cake.
What's special about the cake is the bottom part.
It has a thin layer of something like a mixture of peanut and sugar.
OMG~
That's nice.
Like most birthday parties, the last piece of cake is evil.
Yup... I'm sure all of you can imagine what happened.
We also bought a card for him.
All of us signed our names on that card.
He better not lose that card.
We'll kill him for sure...
Seeing them planned the whole thing for so long.
For a week...
I can see how special Ronald is in everyone's heart.
I can also see where's my place in their hearts.
There's no way I'm a match of Ronald.
The happier they are, the sadder I am.
I'm the extra ones.
The ones that's born with the sole purpose of wasting resources.
I feel so unneeded.
Monday, April 12, 2010
Stupid...
Why I just don't learn?
I'm still as naive as before.
I used to think that we know each others name, we talked before...
Therefore, we're friends.
That mentality still hasn't changed.
Which is why I think I'm very stupid.
Why I just don't learn from the past?
This mentality is the reason why I've lost so many friends.
Why can't I just grow up?
I'm still a stupid and naive kid.
Grow up, kid...
Grow up...
I'm still as naive as before.
I used to think that we know each others name, we talked before...
Therefore, we're friends.
That mentality still hasn't changed.
Which is why I think I'm very stupid.
Why I just don't learn from the past?
This mentality is the reason why I've lost so many friends.
Why can't I just grow up?
I'm still a stupid and naive kid.
Grow up, kid...
Grow up...
Sunday, April 11, 2010
A Tragedy
Everyday, I on MSN.
And everyday, I see the contacts in my list...
I feel sad.
So many people in the list.
But not many I can actually talk to.
Some of them are always busy.
Don't know whether they're there or not.
Some of them are available.
But not replying.
Some of them are there.
But I don't trust them enough to tell them things I wanted to say.
Some of them...
We used to be friends.
But we're getting further and further away.
I no longer know them...
What the hell was I thinking?
Why the hell I even added them to my list?
And everyday, I see the contacts in my list...
I feel sad.
So many people in the list.
But not many I can actually talk to.
Some of them are always busy.
Don't know whether they're there or not.
Some of them are available.
But not replying.
Some of them are there.
But I don't trust them enough to tell them things I wanted to say.
Some of them...
We used to be friends.
But we're getting further and further away.
I no longer know them...
What the hell was I thinking?
Why the hell I even added them to my list?
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Wasted...
Wasted whole week time reading accounts in English.
I could've use that time to do other things.
Like moral project.
Why is it a waste of time?
Cause...
This morning, I went to Sunway College for the accounting quest.
I went to Taman Daya to eat breakfast with my dad before going there.
I had prawn mee and milo.
That's a lot.
Usually before going to school, my breakfast is just a cup of milo.
Then I reached Sunway College at around 8.40am.
After registering... we went inside and wait.
It's quite big, not a bad campus.
After some time, the student ambassador lead us to the hall for the competition.
After the briefing, the competition started.
The moment I saw the questions...
'Damn, wasted my time studying that book.'
Most of the questions are about general knowledge.
About this organization, that organization.
No choice...
Just simply choose an answer for every question.
This is a busy year.
Joined quite some activities.
People are focusing on studies now.
But I keep joining activities.
Busy~
But no matter how busy I am, I'll always make some time for you.
I could've use that time to do other things.
Like moral project.
Why is it a waste of time?
Cause...
This morning, I went to Sunway College for the accounting quest.
I went to Taman Daya to eat breakfast with my dad before going there.
I had prawn mee and milo.
That's a lot.
Usually before going to school, my breakfast is just a cup of milo.
Then I reached Sunway College at around 8.40am.
After registering... we went inside and wait.
It's quite big, not a bad campus.
After some time, the student ambassador lead us to the hall for the competition.
After the briefing, the competition started.
The moment I saw the questions...
'Damn, wasted my time studying that book.'
Most of the questions are about general knowledge.
About this organization, that organization.
No choice...
Just simply choose an answer for every question.
This is a busy year.
Joined quite some activities.
People are focusing on studies now.
But I keep joining activities.
Busy~
But no matter how busy I am, I'll always make some time for you.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Today...
WTH...
Most of the presidents went for choir.
So is my president.
Left me no choice but to conduct the meeting myself.
They're so not cooperative.
I shout till almost sore throat.
But now I've conducted a meeting.
I feel the sense of satisfaction.
I feel like a great leader...
Haha, just kidding.
Just doing what my best.
Still, my best is still not considered a great leader.
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H1N1 coming back.
Many people are falling sick.
Please take care of yourself.
You might not know, but there's always someone there who care for you.
Don't make that someone worry.
Most of the presidents went for choir.
So is my president.
Left me no choice but to conduct the meeting myself.
They're so not cooperative.
I shout till almost sore throat.
But now I've conducted a meeting.
I feel the sense of satisfaction.
I feel like a great leader...
Haha, just kidding.
Just doing what my best.
Still, my best is still not considered a great leader.
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H1N1 coming back.
Many people are falling sick.
Please take care of yourself.
You might not know, but there's always someone there who care for you.
Don't make that someone worry.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Untitled 8
This morning went to school to attend Majlis Anugerah Pelajar Cemerlang.
Yup, it's boring.
Nothing much to do till I actually went up the stage to take the prize.
The prize was rather interesting.
It's a bag with my name on it.
It's one of a kind.
Very special.
So I think it's kinda worth the wait.
Later in the afternoon I went to take my pre-test for driving.
I think it sucks.
Screwed up quite a bit.
Need more time to adapt to the new kancil.
Cause during lessons I'm using the old one.
The examiner says: "Be careful during the real test. You can barely pass..."
Zzz...
Sure hope during the real one things doesn't go like today.
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I feel a bit... sad...
(Not sure what others words to use. I'm not good with words)
The way my dad advises me...
I know he meant to help me, give me advices.
But the way he put it is like...
"WTF, something so simple you also can't get it?"
It seems that I've never done anything that reaches his expectations.
Parents are not only proud of their children because of their results.
I'll make you proud in my own way.
My own way...
Just wait and see.
Yup, it's boring.
Nothing much to do till I actually went up the stage to take the prize.
The prize was rather interesting.
It's a bag with my name on it.
It's one of a kind.
Very special.
So I think it's kinda worth the wait.
Later in the afternoon I went to take my pre-test for driving.
I think it sucks.
Screwed up quite a bit.
Need more time to adapt to the new kancil.
Cause during lessons I'm using the old one.
The examiner says: "Be careful during the real test. You can barely pass..."
Zzz...
Sure hope during the real one things doesn't go like today.
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I feel a bit... sad...
(Not sure what others words to use. I'm not good with words)
The way my dad advises me...
I know he meant to help me, give me advices.
But the way he put it is like...
"WTF, something so simple you also can't get it?"
It seems that I've never done anything that reaches his expectations.
Parents are not only proud of their children because of their results.
I'll make you proud in my own way.
My own way...
Just wait and see.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Confused
I'm kinda confused now.
I don't know what is this feeling.
I just feel that she'll be a good friend.
I want her to be one of my good friend.
I'm quite sure that I haven't reach the 'like her' state.
But when I see 'YYY 寫給 XXX 的情書相當精彩，值得一看'.
I feel a bit sad and jealous.
It's just a random sentence generated from a stupid application.
I knew it's fake.
But why?
Why is this feeling coming to me?
I don't know what is this feeling.
I just feel that she'll be a good friend.
I want her to be one of my good friend.
I'm quite sure that I haven't reach the 'like her' state.
But when I see 'YYY 寫給 XXX 的情書相當精彩，值得一看'.
I feel a bit sad and jealous.
It's just a random sentence generated from a stupid application.
I knew it's fake.
But why?
Why is this feeling coming to me?
Monday, March 22, 2010
Untitled 7
1st day I bring my new phone to school...
Something happened.
This is the bad thing about touchscreen phones.
The surface is too smooth, no friction at all.
It slipped out of my pocket =.=
Thanked god is in teacher's car, not a taxi.
Must be careful next time.
Suddenly feel like organizing a trip to either SG or KL science center.
Yesterday had a sleepless night.
Don't know what to do.
Suddenly had this idea.
I think is kinda cool.
It'll be better if she's going.
I don't think we'll be doing any learning during the trip.
But I think it's a good chance to hang out with friends for the whole day.
I feel so helpless.
My friend is facing some problems.
I wanted to help.
But I can't.
Being less experienced, I have no right to give advice.
Furthermore, our friendship was not very good since the beginning.
Suddenly giving advice would be odd.
Like a busybody.
I really don't know what to do.
I want to help, but I'm so powerless.
Something happened.
This is the bad thing about touchscreen phones.
The surface is too smooth, no friction at all.
It slipped out of my pocket =.=
Thanked god is in teacher's car, not a taxi.
Must be careful next time.
Suddenly feel like organizing a trip to either SG or KL science center.
Yesterday had a sleepless night.
Don't know what to do.
Suddenly had this idea.
I think is kinda cool.
It'll be better if she's going.
I don't think we'll be doing any learning during the trip.
But I think it's a good chance to hang out with friends for the whole day.
I feel so helpless.
My friend is facing some problems.
I wanted to help.
But I can't.
Being less experienced, I have no right to give advice.
Furthermore, our friendship was not very good since the beginning.
Suddenly giving advice would be odd.
Like a busybody.
I really don't know what to do.
I want to help, but I'm so powerless.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Birthday Celebration
Don't know why so many people's birthday is on March.
Seriously many of them.
Maybe just from my point of view.
Yesterday I saw some of the photos.
They were having a birthday party.
They had a delicious-looking cake.
Wow...
They seem to have so much fun.
Tomorrow I'm going to celebrate Goh's birthday at Redbox.
Maybe Sui Sin's birthday as well.
I bet it's gonna be a blast.
For them, at least.
I envy them so much.
Having friends celebrating their birthday for them.
I thought this year my friends might celebrate mine for me.
This is the last year we study in the same school.
It'll be hard to meet all of them again in the future.
So maybe they'll celebrate for me.
At least a small celebration.
But I'm just so damn unlucky.
Open day fell on my birthday.
I asked them out...
They say they wouldn't have the mood to celebrate after seeing their results.
Or, after their parents see their results, they'll be forbidden to go out.
And so I celebrate it myself.
Eat McDonald and walk home.
And my 17th birthday end just like that.
Well, at least got a piggy bank.
Still quite happy, but lonely.
Next year...
I wish some of them would remember my birthday.
Preferably celebrate it for me.
I hope you can be there.
Whether or not you read my blog, I just want you to know...
I wish you can be there.
Seriously many of them.
Maybe just from my point of view.
Yesterday I saw some of the photos.
They were having a birthday party.
They had a delicious-looking cake.
Wow...
They seem to have so much fun.
Tomorrow I'm going to celebrate Goh's birthday at Redbox.
Maybe Sui Sin's birthday as well.
I bet it's gonna be a blast.
For them, at least.
I envy them so much.
Having friends celebrating their birthday for them.
I thought this year my friends might celebrate mine for me.
This is the last year we study in the same school.
It'll be hard to meet all of them again in the future.
So maybe they'll celebrate for me.
At least a small celebration.
But I'm just so damn unlucky.
Open day fell on my birthday.
I asked them out...
They say they wouldn't have the mood to celebrate after seeing their results.
Or, after their parents see their results, they'll be forbidden to go out.
And so I celebrate it myself.
Eat McDonald and walk home.
And my 17th birthday end just like that.
Well, at least got a piggy bank.
Still quite happy, but lonely.
Next year...
I wish some of them would remember my birthday.
Preferably celebrate it for me.
I hope you can be there.
Whether or not you read my blog, I just want you to know...
I wish you can be there.
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Holiday...
My holiday is indeed amazing.
Badminton, badminton and more badminton.
That's what I've planned to do.
As you know, things doesn't always go according to plans.
Most of my friends have tuition.
Because this is THE year.
So they're very hardworking, go tuition.
Like JH, very hardworking.
7 days a week, all tuition.
Let's give him an award.
Some say they want to play basketball.
That's understandable.
I'm the only badminton addict here.
I'm the only one that wants to play badminton everyday.
Come to think of it, I'm supposed to be very busy during this holiday.
Lots of homework.
ULBS, Accounts, Chemistry, Club's stuff.
Well, the most important one, ULBS should be done first.
But I don't feel like it.
I've done accounts, now I feel like doing my club's stuff.
I'm strange right?
Haha.
Maybe it's because I've helped to create this club.
That's why I have this special attachment to the club.
That's why I want to see it successful.
Badminton, badminton and more badminton.
That's what I've planned to do.
As you know, things doesn't always go according to plans.
Most of my friends have tuition.
Because this is THE year.
So they're very hardworking, go tuition.
Like JH, very hardworking.
7 days a week, all tuition.
Let's give him an award.
Some say they want to play basketball.
That's understandable.
I'm the only badminton addict here.
I'm the only one that wants to play badminton everyday.
Come to think of it, I'm supposed to be very busy during this holiday.
Lots of homework.
ULBS, Accounts, Chemistry, Club's stuff.
Well, the most important one, ULBS should be done first.
But I don't feel like it.
I've done accounts, now I feel like doing my club's stuff.
I'm strange right?
Haha.
Maybe it's because I've helped to create this club.
That's why I have this special attachment to the club.
That's why I want to see it successful.
Monday, March 15, 2010
Badminton~
Once again, went for badminton.
Haha...
I'm just a badminton addict.
Now I know how suck I really am in singles match.
I won all doubles match, and lost all singles match.
Isn't that cool?
I teamed with Ben Chia today.
Fought against Stef and Sihao and won 21-13, 21-9.
Won Ah Xian and Chin 21-17, 21-4.
They weren't really playing seriously during the 2nd set.
As for singles, fought against Ah Xian and lost 17-21, 21-19, 19-21.
Made too many mistakes during the 1st and 3rd set.
Haiz...
Ah Xian cannot be underestimated...
This fellow damn pro.
Haha...
I'm just a badminton addict.
Now I know how suck I really am in singles match.
I won all doubles match, and lost all singles match.
Isn't that cool?
I teamed with Ben Chia today.
Fought against Stef and Sihao and won 21-13, 21-9.
Won Ah Xian and Chin 21-17, 21-4.
They weren't really playing seriously during the 2nd set.
As for singles, fought against Ah Xian and lost 17-21, 21-19, 19-21.
Made too many mistakes during the 1st and 3rd set.
Haiz...
Ah Xian cannot be underestimated...
This fellow damn pro.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Deep Thinker...
I've done many personality tests.
All the results are quite similar.
'Capricorn is a deep thinker.'
At the first sight...
Damn, that made me so cool.
That made me look so mature.
But I've realized that it's not always such a good thing to think.
Sometimes you'll start thinking something that you're not suppose to think too much.
I'm just that kind of person.
Think too much.
Something that is not suppose to think, I've thought about it too.
That made my life miserable.
I thought about people's reaction towards my action.
And most of the time, bad thoughts came out.
But the worst of all, those bad thoughts came true.
Lately I've thought about my recent actions.
Well, I have no one to blame but myself.
I'm not good with words.
Sometimes I say things that I'm not suppose to say.
I make fun of things, thinking that it's funny and should be able to make people laugh and happy.
But I never thought of other people's feelings.
I've offended quite some people because of that.
It's hard to save that friendship cause people just hate me so much.
I've slowly accepted this fact.
The fact that they're much happier when I don't exist in their lives.
I don't blame them.
As I've always said...
I make people happy even if I have to be the only one that is suffering.
I just want people around me to be happy.
I don't say that I'm very noble.
It's just that's what I like to do.
I have a lot of things that I wish to share with people.
There are also a lot of bad memories that I wish people could listen.
But that only make everyone unhappy.
Telling her these stuffs might let her know more about me.
But letting her know all the bad things I've thought about, I've done...
I rather have her treat me like a stranger.
I always think that I'm different from others.
I don't know whether is that true.
Does it make me special or strange?
My blog has many apologizing post.
Guess it doesn't harm to have another one.
I wish to apologize to everyone for everything I've said or I've done.
Hope all of you can forgive and kindly remind me if I ever make the same mistakes again unintentionally.
I'm sorry.
All the results are quite similar.
'Capricorn is a deep thinker.'
At the first sight...
Damn, that made me so cool.
That made me look so mature.
But I've realized that it's not always such a good thing to think.
Sometimes you'll start thinking something that you're not suppose to think too much.
I'm just that kind of person.
Think too much.
Something that is not suppose to think, I've thought about it too.
That made my life miserable.
I thought about people's reaction towards my action.
And most of the time, bad thoughts came out.
But the worst of all, those bad thoughts came true.
Lately I've thought about my recent actions.
Well, I have no one to blame but myself.
I'm not good with words.
Sometimes I say things that I'm not suppose to say.
I make fun of things, thinking that it's funny and should be able to make people laugh and happy.
But I never thought of other people's feelings.
I've offended quite some people because of that.
It's hard to save that friendship cause people just hate me so much.
I've slowly accepted this fact.
The fact that they're much happier when I don't exist in their lives.
I don't blame them.
As I've always said...
I make people happy even if I have to be the only one that is suffering.
I just want people around me to be happy.
I don't say that I'm very noble.
It's just that's what I like to do.
I have a lot of things that I wish to share with people.
There are also a lot of bad memories that I wish people could listen.
But that only make everyone unhappy.
Telling her these stuffs might let her know more about me.
But letting her know all the bad things I've thought about, I've done...
I rather have her treat me like a stranger.
I always think that I'm different from others.
I don't know whether is that true.
Does it make me special or strange?
My blog has many apologizing post.
Guess it doesn't harm to have another one.
I wish to apologize to everyone for everything I've said or I've done.
Hope all of you can forgive and kindly remind me if I ever make the same mistakes again unintentionally.
I'm sorry.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Exam Is Coming...
Once again... exam is coming.
Still not in the mood to study.
Haha...
My aunt came to my house from Canada for the weekend.
As the host, you can't expect me to do my own things and leave the guest like that.
Although I'm not the one being her tour guide.
So I have no choice but to follow her and my parents around.
JB doesn't have any nice places for tourist.
So we just bring her around trying local food.
And there goes my weekend.
I planned start studying tomorrow.
Study and only study.
Ok, maybe FB a while.
But still, no games, all study.
Then Miss Wong smsed me.
'As the manager, it's only appropriate to stay back and look after the lower secondary team.'
No choice but to stay back.
Why am I being chosen to be the manager?
Was it because I'm the only AJKT present when Jo Han's explaining about the competition?
I should really ask Miss Wong for more ECA marks...
Talked about studies...
I can never study with complete focus.
Always thinking about some other things or person when I'm studying.
That's why I can never understand how those people study for 4 hours continuously.
5th April...
I'm counting down to this day.
This will be the day I take my driving test.
Can't wait for this day to come.
After that, I can drive to play badminton ^^
Haha...
For times like this, I really wish the time would fly faster...
Still not in the mood to study.
Haha...
My aunt came to my house from Canada for the weekend.
As the host, you can't expect me to do my own things and leave the guest like that.
Although I'm not the one being her tour guide.
So I have no choice but to follow her and my parents around.
JB doesn't have any nice places for tourist.
So we just bring her around trying local food.
And there goes my weekend.
I planned start studying tomorrow.
Study and only study.
Ok, maybe FB a while.
But still, no games, all study.
Then Miss Wong smsed me.
'As the manager, it's only appropriate to stay back and look after the lower secondary team.'
No choice but to stay back.
Why am I being chosen to be the manager?
Was it because I'm the only AJKT present when Jo Han's explaining about the competition?
I should really ask Miss Wong for more ECA marks...
Talked about studies...
I can never study with complete focus.
Always thinking about some other things or person when I'm studying.
That's why I can never understand how those people study for 4 hours continuously.
5th April...
I'm counting down to this day.
This will be the day I take my driving test.
Can't wait for this day to come.
After that, I can drive to play badminton ^^
Haha...
For times like this, I really wish the time would fly faster...
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Badminton~
Yeah, 3 hours of badminton today.
SHIOK!
Finally had a single match with Ben Chia.
He's a pro indeed.
Lost to him 19-21.
His smashes are fast.
A lot faster than Panda and Stef's smashes.
I wanna fight him again...
As for the double match, Naveen and me vs Panda and Stef.
We won 21-18, 22-24, 21-9.
Haha...
Don't know what happened to them during the last set.
Most of their shots are under net.
Well, who cares, as long as I'm the winner...
Haha.
I hope I can play with Da Jie and Xiao Qian faster.
They look pro...
Haha.
Chia, great match.
Let's play again next time.
SHIOK!
Finally had a single match with Ben Chia.
He's a pro indeed.
Lost to him 19-21.
His smashes are fast.
A lot faster than Panda and Stef's smashes.
I wanna fight him again...
As for the double match, Naveen and me vs Panda and Stef.
We won 21-18, 22-24, 21-9.
Haha...
Don't know what happened to them during the last set.
Most of their shots are under net.
Well, who cares, as long as I'm the winner...
Haha.
I hope I can play with Da Jie and Xiao Qian faster.
They look pro...
Haha.
Chia, great match.
Let's play again next time.
Monday, March 1, 2010
Regrets...
I used to seek attention.
I wanted to be famous.
Now I'm not only famous, but infamous as well.
You can ask around... Who doesn't know me?
Especially that particular class.
I'm not really close to her before.
That hasn't change till now.
Even though I'm trying to get close to her right now...
It seems so hard.
They would've told her about my infamous deeds.
Getting a chance to talk to her would be hard, let alone getting close to her.
I've only lived in this world 17 years.
And I can't believe I actually have so many regrets already.
I regret that I never enjoy reading books.
Or my language would've been so much better.
I regret that I never tried to talk to other people and be friends with them because I'm shy.
Or else I wouldn't have been so lonely from time to time.
I regret that I never join a proper unit uniform.
Otherwise my ECA marks would've been very high.
I regret that I talk lots of craps.
Otherwise people wouldn't have find me irritating.
I regret that I believe in equality and treating everyone the same in certain ways.
Or else I wouldn't have made such a mistake.
I regret that I don't know how to talk.
Otherwise I wouldn't have lost so many friends.
"When taking a walk down memory lane, try not to trip over the regrets"
Said Elliot Westergaard.
But I already tripped.
It's so painful that it's hard to stand up again on my own...
Is there anyone that can help me up?
I wanted to be famous.
Now I'm not only famous, but infamous as well.
You can ask around... Who doesn't know me?
Especially that particular class.
I'm not really close to her before.
That hasn't change till now.
Even though I'm trying to get close to her right now...
It seems so hard.
They would've told her about my infamous deeds.
Getting a chance to talk to her would be hard, let alone getting close to her.
I've only lived in this world 17 years.
And I can't believe I actually have so many regrets already.
I regret that I never enjoy reading books.
Or my language would've been so much better.
I regret that I never tried to talk to other people and be friends with them because I'm shy.
Or else I wouldn't have been so lonely from time to time.
I regret that I never join a proper unit uniform.
Otherwise my ECA marks would've been very high.
I regret that I talk lots of craps.
Otherwise people wouldn't have find me irritating.
I regret that I believe in equality and treating everyone the same in certain ways.
Or else I wouldn't have made such a mistake.
I regret that I don't know how to talk.
Otherwise I wouldn't have lost so many friends.
"When taking a walk down memory lane, try not to trip over the regrets"
Said Elliot Westergaard.
But I already tripped.
It's so painful that it's hard to stand up again on my own...
Is there anyone that can help me up?
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Countdown!!!
Yay, finally started my driving lessons.
Haha...
Excuse me, but I'm not bragging.
I'm born with the talent of becoming an excellent driver.
Lol.
(People are gonna start whacking me, or asking me to send them anywhere soon)
40km/h is just so slow.
I wanted to drive faster.
But the teacher keep asking me to slow down.
That kills all the fun.
When I get my driving license please remind me to slow down.
Scare kena summon for speeding...
Lol.
Who's the stupid idiot who set the rules saying that after 30 days only can take the test?
I wanna get my license soon...
Haha...
Excuse me, but I'm not bragging.
I'm born with the talent of becoming an excellent driver.
Lol.
(People are gonna start whacking me, or asking me to send them anywhere soon)
40km/h is just so slow.
I wanted to drive faster.
But the teacher keep asking me to slow down.
That kills all the fun.
When I get my driving license please remind me to slow down.
Scare kena summon for speeding...
Lol.
Who's the stupid idiot who set the rules saying that after 30 days only can take the test?
I wanna get my license soon...
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Is This Fate?
What is fate?
Is it something that God decides?
Or we can create our own destiny?
So hearing or seeing a certain thing is also fate?
From my experience, we cannot change fate.
God wants it this way, then this way it is...
Trying to argue with God?
Hmph...
Only idiots will do that.
You can never win.
Never...
Just face it, dude...
This is your life.
Is it something that God decides?
Or we can create our own destiny?
So hearing or seeing a certain thing is also fate?
From my experience, we cannot change fate.
God wants it this way, then this way it is...
Trying to argue with God?
Hmph...
Only idiots will do that.
You can never win.
Never...
Just face it, dude...
This is your life.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Untitled 6
New year...
It's suppose to be happy cause everyone will wish you 'Happy New Year'.
They wished me 'Happy New Year'.
But I don't feel happy at all.
I've read the Feng Shui book as I've said in the last post.
'Relationship with friends may not be good'
It's only February.
It's only been 2 months since 2010 started.
I feel as if I've already lost some friends.
Last year-end holiday we're still chatting happily.
And suddenly, we're like total strangers.
It all came too fast...
They really mean a lot to me, even if I'm just a nobody to them.
I don't want to lose my friends without knowing what even happened.
I apologize if I've accidentally done something that have offended you.
Please tell me what I did wrong.
It's suppose to be happy cause everyone will wish you 'Happy New Year'.
They wished me 'Happy New Year'.
But I don't feel happy at all.
I've read the Feng Shui book as I've said in the last post.
'Relationship with friends may not be good'
It's only February.
It's only been 2 months since 2010 started.
I feel as if I've already lost some friends.
Last year-end holiday we're still chatting happily.
And suddenly, we're like total strangers.
It all came too fast...
They really mean a lot to me, even if I'm just a nobody to them.
I don't want to lose my friends without knowing what even happened.
I apologize if I've accidentally done something that have offended you.
Please tell me what I did wrong.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Happy New Year ^^
First of all, Happy New Year and Happy Valentine's Day!!!
Saturday was the eve of Chinese New Year.
I followed my family back to Ipoh that morning.
It used to be a 6-hour ride.
But due to the stupid government's arrangement...
Putting road blocks...
It ended up a 8-hour ride... more or less.
We went to the hotel to check in and settle down our luggage first.
Then we went to eat steamboat with our relatives.
Good thing it counts per head instead of per dish.
All of us ate till very full.
We even had 2 rounds of 20 ice-creams and 20 puddings per round.
We used the container to make a Petronas Twin Tower...
Haha.
Then we went to Tesco and shopping.
On Sunday...
We went to grandma's house early and take Ang Pao ^^
Then I forgot what we do on that day...
Haha...
New year means older 1 more year...
Suffering from memory failure now...
Haha...
Basically it's just take Ang Pao, eat, watch tv...
Yeah...
The same goes for the following days also.
Today finally came back from Ipoh...
Reach home around 5.30pm...
Thanked God I'm back.
Ipoh has no internet connection at all...
Damn bored.
I've read the Feng Shui book...
This year doesn't look like a good year to me.
'Easy to meet with an accident, drive carefully.'
'Relationship with friends may not be so good.'
I hope that all of you will kindly tell me if I've done anything that have offended you without knowing it.
Please don't be angry with me.
Saturday was the eve of Chinese New Year.
I followed my family back to Ipoh that morning.
It used to be a 6-hour ride.
But due to the stupid government's arrangement...
Putting road blocks...
It ended up a 8-hour ride... more or less.
We went to the hotel to check in and settle down our luggage first.
Then we went to eat steamboat with our relatives.
Good thing it counts per head instead of per dish.
All of us ate till very full.
We even had 2 rounds of 20 ice-creams and 20 puddings per round.
We used the container to make a Petronas Twin Tower...
Haha.
Then we went to Tesco and shopping.
On Sunday...
We went to grandma's house early and take Ang Pao ^^
Then I forgot what we do on that day...
Haha...
New year means older 1 more year...
Suffering from memory failure now...
Haha...
Basically it's just take Ang Pao, eat, watch tv...
Yeah...
The same goes for the following days also.
Today finally came back from Ipoh...
Reach home around 5.30pm...
Thanked God I'm back.
Ipoh has no internet connection at all...
Damn bored.
I've read the Feng Shui book...
This year doesn't look like a good year to me.
'Easy to meet with an accident, drive carefully.'
'Relationship with friends may not be so good.'
I hope that all of you will kindly tell me if I've done anything that have offended you without knowing it.
Please don't be angry with me.
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Am I Different?
Sometimes I see others...
Then I look at myself.
Am I so different from them?
Do I look like an alien to them?
They can talk in a group about anything and everything.
I don't want to be the one alone.
But I'm just like invisible to them even if I join the conversation.
Things that I've said doesn't seem to have anyone listening.
I see them talk so happily.
And I'm just here... That's it, here...
Is it because I'm too serious?
I don't really think I'm that serious.
Is it because I'm not good with words?
Said things at the inappropriate time?
I've known them longer then some people does.
But why?
Why they look more like friends and I'm more like a stranger?
I can see them talk so happily.
And they just walk pass me like I'm just a decoration along the road.
And a decoration that cannot attract people's attention.
Tell me why?
All I want is just people's attention.
I just want to feel that I'm needed.
Then I look at myself.
Am I so different from them?
Do I look like an alien to them?
They can talk in a group about anything and everything.
I don't want to be the one alone.
But I'm just like invisible to them even if I join the conversation.
Things that I've said doesn't seem to have anyone listening.
I see them talk so happily.
And I'm just here... That's it, here...
Is it because I'm too serious?
I don't really think I'm that serious.
Is it because I'm not good with words?
Said things at the inappropriate time?
I've known them longer then some people does.
But why?
Why they look more like friends and I'm more like a stranger?
I can see them talk so happily.
And they just walk pass me like I'm just a decoration along the road.
And a decoration that cannot attract people's attention.
Tell me why?
All I want is just people's attention.
I just want to feel that I'm needed.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Untitled 5
Wow...
Today's Chemistry was nice.
We didn't do anything at all.
Actually got... just a bit.
More than half the class was not in the lab.
They were punished for not staying back for Sukan Tara.
Poor thing.
They had to run 4 rounds of the field.
They sure took their sweet time.
I don't think 80 minutes they cannot finish 4 rounds.
Taekwondo meeting is as usual.
In fact, the meeting ended faster than before.
Only took about 8 minutes.
Then, Stef, Sihao, Panda and me, took a taxi to Tiara Club to play badminton.
Wow...
It's freaking awesome.
Damn nice.
In the double match, Sihao and I won 21-16, 18-21, 26-24.
Too bad in single match, I lost to Stef...
I forgot the score.
(Purposely forget the score of the losing match ^^)
I lost after Stef found out my weakness...
That's why I can only win the 1st match.
After badminton, leg muscle pain...
Tomorrow's 400m sure not gonna pass.
I'd like to say sorry first.
Tomorrow if you still wanna throw your shoe at me, throw bah...
But I warned you first...
If you really throw then I don't want give back your shoe anymore.
You can go buy new one.
Haha...
That is if you ever read my blog.
Today's Chemistry was nice.
We didn't do anything at all.
Actually got... just a bit.
More than half the class was not in the lab.
They were punished for not staying back for Sukan Tara.
Poor thing.
They had to run 4 rounds of the field.
They sure took their sweet time.
I don't think 80 minutes they cannot finish 4 rounds.
Taekwondo meeting is as usual.
In fact, the meeting ended faster than before.
Only took about 8 minutes.
Then, Stef, Sihao, Panda and me, took a taxi to Tiara Club to play badminton.
Wow...
It's freaking awesome.
Damn nice.
In the double match, Sihao and I won 21-16, 18-21, 26-24.
Too bad in single match, I lost to Stef...
I forgot the score.
(Purposely forget the score of the losing match ^^)
I lost after Stef found out my weakness...
That's why I can only win the 1st match.
After badminton, leg muscle pain...
Tomorrow's 400m sure not gonna pass.
I'd like to say sorry first.
Tomorrow if you still wanna throw your shoe at me, throw bah...
But I warned you first...
If you really throw then I don't want give back your shoe anymore.
You can go buy new one.
Haha...
That is if you ever read my blog.
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Larian DJ
Today's Larian DJ was a blast.
Not exactly...
Just use 'blast' to exaggerate it.
It's just normal, like every year.
JH always said I'm a faker.
Yeah...
So I did it again.
Run and run...
Saw St. John or PB members duty by the road side.
I go there and act like I've hurt my leg.
But my acting skills are not so good.
No one got tricked.
That's too bad.
Something really stupid happened this morning.
To prevent things from being stolen, the teachers asked us to put our bags into certain rooms and they'll lock it.
So, I don't want to lose my wallet and key, I put them in my bag and lock it in the room.
Then when I came back from the run, I was tired and thirsty.
"Oh, there's McDonald... Yeah man..."
"Damn... I put my wallet in my bag =.="
So I've no choice.
I go around borrowing money to buy drinks.
That's lame =.=
Final year in this school.
Last time I'm participating in this event.
I was expecting it to be fun.
I thought I would enjoy it very much.
But it's not like what I expect things to be.
It's not.
Not exactly...
Just use 'blast' to exaggerate it.
It's just normal, like every year.
JH always said I'm a faker.
Yeah...
So I did it again.
Run and run...
Saw St. John or PB members duty by the road side.
I go there and act like I've hurt my leg.
But my acting skills are not so good.
No one got tricked.
That's too bad.
Something really stupid happened this morning.
To prevent things from being stolen, the teachers asked us to put our bags into certain rooms and they'll lock it.
So, I don't want to lose my wallet and key, I put them in my bag and lock it in the room.
Then when I came back from the run, I was tired and thirsty.
"Oh, there's McDonald... Yeah man..."
"Damn... I put my wallet in my bag =.="
So I've no choice.
I go around borrowing money to buy drinks.
That's lame =.=
Final year in this school.
Last time I'm participating in this event.
I was expecting it to be fun.
I thought I would enjoy it very much.
But it's not like what I expect things to be.
It's not.
Friday, February 5, 2010
Wedding Dinner
Yesterday was tired...
Went to my dad's colleague's wedding dinner.
I was there from 6.30pm to 11.30pm.
OMG.
106 tables.
Just imagine how much money he spent...
Haha.
The decoration of the ball room was magnificent, especially the host's table.
It was a huge round table with golden colored table cloth.
There's also a huge banquet of roses in the middle.
The atmosphere was so romantic.
When the bride and groom entered the ball room, they played 'A Moment Like This'.
It was so touching.
I nearly cried.
Talked about the food.
Omg...
It's absolutely delicious.
Especially the scallop and the shark fin soup.
The whole dinner was accompanied by a live band.
They continuously singing love songs.
That's just so sweet.
I keep imagining I'm the groom...
Haha.
Congratulations to Vincent and Lisa ^^
Went to my dad's colleague's wedding dinner.
I was there from 6.30pm to 11.30pm.
OMG.
106 tables.
Just imagine how much money he spent...
Haha.
The decoration of the ball room was magnificent, especially the host's table.
It was a huge round table with golden colored table cloth.
There's also a huge banquet of roses in the middle.
The atmosphere was so romantic.
When the bride and groom entered the ball room, they played 'A Moment Like This'.
It was so touching.
I nearly cried.
Talked about the food.
Omg...
It's absolutely delicious.
Especially the scallop and the shark fin soup.
The whole dinner was accompanied by a live band.
They continuously singing love songs.
That's just so sweet.
I keep imagining I'm the groom...
Haha.
Congratulations to Vincent and Lisa ^^
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Valentine's Day Coming...
12 more days to Valentine's Day.
Many of my friends are busy these days.
Not busy with homework.
Busy making roses, buying presents...
It's troublesome but I'm kinda jealous of them.
I think making something for your loved one is worth the trouble.
Too bad there's no one there for me to trouble myself.
It's also 12 more days to Chinese New Year.
Hope can get a lot of ang pao this year.
New year resolution?
I don't think the previous years I had any.
So many I'll have some this year.
Here's my list of resolution :
-Straight As for SPM. (of course)
-Successfully get my driving license.
-All events organized by Robotics Club are successful.
-Everyone is happy.
-Get a girlfriend.
Haha.
My resolution will be something like this.
Hope every one of it can come true ^^
Many of my friends are busy these days.
Not busy with homework.
Busy making roses, buying presents...
It's troublesome but I'm kinda jealous of them.
I think making something for your loved one is worth the trouble.
Too bad there's no one there for me to trouble myself.
It's also 12 more days to Chinese New Year.
Hope can get a lot of ang pao this year.
New year resolution?
I don't think the previous years I had any.
So many I'll have some this year.
Here's my list of resolution :
-Straight As for SPM. (of course)
-Successfully get my driving license.
-All events organized by Robotics Club are successful.
-Everyone is happy.
-Get a girlfriend.
Haha.
My resolution will be something like this.
Hope every one of it can come true ^^
Monday, February 1, 2010
Damn... 2010 Is Busy...
Yesterday went to attend undang course.
OMG...
8am - 4pm...
That's too damn long.
1st half of the talk was not bad.
The teacher is good.
Her examples are all quite funny.
I never felt sleepy at that time.
2nd half of the talk was boring.
The teacher's sense of humor sucks.
Jokes are not funny.
He's speech also not very clear.
Can't really understand what the hell he's saying if not looking at the slide show.
The only thing I found it funny was...
'What's the cause of accident? Speeding!'
But his speeding is pronounce as 'spitting'...
So, don't spit on the road.
Spitting kills.
I've forgotten most of the things I learned yesterday.
How am I gonna go take the test?
No time to study the stupid undang also.
I wanted to take the test this week.
But I don't think I'm gonna make it.
Maybe next week then.
I want to get my license faster...
I wanna drive...
Damn.
Not enough time.
Still got loads of work haven't do.
Everyday is a busy day.
Monday - class to 2.30pm (actually this is quite a free day)
Tuesday - class to 2.40pm, training to 5pm
Wednesday - class to 1.50pm, meeting to 3pm (sometimes going badminton till 6pm)
Thursday - class to 1.50pm, training to 5pm
Friday - class to 12.15pm, training from 3pm-5pm
Well... that's my weekdays.
Sometimes have to stay back for club meeting as well.
Well, it's the last year in this school.
I guess I don't mind spending more time helping the school or staying with friends.
I wonder if anyone will miss this after graduation...
I wonder how's my holiday after graduation...
I wonder how's my life after graduation...
OMG...
8am - 4pm...
That's too damn long.
1st half of the talk was not bad.
The teacher is good.
Her examples are all quite funny.
I never felt sleepy at that time.
2nd half of the talk was boring.
The teacher's sense of humor sucks.
Jokes are not funny.
He's speech also not very clear.
Can't really understand what the hell he's saying if not looking at the slide show.
The only thing I found it funny was...
'What's the cause of accident? Speeding!'
But his speeding is pronounce as 'spitting'...
So, don't spit on the road.
Spitting kills.
I've forgotten most of the things I learned yesterday.
How am I gonna go take the test?
No time to study the stupid undang also.
I wanted to take the test this week.
But I don't think I'm gonna make it.
Maybe next week then.
I want to get my license faster...
I wanna drive...
Damn.
Not enough time.
Still got loads of work haven't do.
Everyday is a busy day.
Monday - class to 2.30pm (actually this is quite a free day)
Tuesday - class to 2.40pm, training to 5pm
Wednesday - class to 1.50pm, meeting to 3pm (sometimes going badminton till 6pm)
Thursday - class to 1.50pm, training to 5pm
Friday - class to 12.15pm, training from 3pm-5pm
Well... that's my weekdays.
Sometimes have to stay back for club meeting as well.
Well, it's the last year in this school.
I guess I don't mind spending more time helping the school or staying with friends.
I wonder if anyone will miss this after graduation...
I wonder how's my holiday after graduation...
I wonder how's my life after graduation...
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
A Day Of Badminton...
Wow...
3 hours of badminton.
Yeah man...
That's so nice.
There's freaking nice matches, and also freaking funny matches.
Nice ones?
Of course, I smash a lot...
Sure hope some girls saw that.
The way I smash... that's just so cool.
Lol.
That's so narcissism...
(just in case people don't know, narcissism means 自恋)
The funny ones?
Panda's team was leading 9-3.
But then i don't know what the hell happened to them.
They keep whacking too hard, ended up most of them out.
Then my team caught up 17-11.
Well, that's not the funniest one.
The funniest one is Panda's team leading, forgot what's the score.
And then, time's up.
The uncle offed the lights.
We all can't see the shuttle.
And I don't know what the hell we're playing also.
And we just whack anything that moves.
Maybe it's because Panda's dark eye ring blurred his vision...
My team won 24-22.
Seriously, don't ask me how.
I don't know.
3 hours of badminton.
Yeah man...
That's so nice.
There's freaking nice matches, and also freaking funny matches.
Nice ones?
Of course, I smash a lot...
Sure hope some girls saw that.
The way I smash... that's just so cool.
Lol.
That's so narcissism...
(just in case people don't know, narcissism means 自恋)
The funny ones?
Panda's team was leading 9-3.
But then i don't know what the hell happened to them.
They keep whacking too hard, ended up most of them out.
Then my team caught up 17-11.
Well, that's not the funniest one.
The funniest one is Panda's team leading, forgot what's the score.
And then, time's up.
The uncle offed the lights.
We all can't see the shuttle.
And I don't know what the hell we're playing also.
And we just whack anything that moves.
Maybe it's because Panda's dark eye ring blurred his vision...
My team won 24-22.
Seriously, don't ask me how.
I don't know.
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
How Could This Happen To Me?
I borrowed 'Left 4 Dead 2' CD from JH today.
At first, damn lot of errors while installing.
Then I wait patiently.
Well, I thought my effort finally paid off...
But then, the system requirement of the game is so damn high.
I can play the game.
But it's freaking lag.
You know what is echo?
I can do that in the game.
Press fire once, I can hear at least 7 times of the shot...
Isn't that cool?
I want to improve my badminton skills...
My footwork, smash and drop skills have all become rusty...
Actually I was never good at drop and smash.
My footwork was ok I think.
I want to beat that Lee Chong Wei...
Just kidding.
I just want to show off only. ^^
Especially in front of girls...
Haha.
Johor Sultan just died.
All co-curriculum activities have been canceled.
Now I have more time to do my moral project.
Actually no.
I'll still be procrastinating...
Haha.
To some people... I also not very sure who the 'some people' is.
Don't ask me.
To some people, I wish to apologize for something I've said or done.
I may have offended you in any way or annoyed you.
So I wish to apologize.
I'm sorry for that.
At first, damn lot of errors while installing.
Then I wait patiently.
Well, I thought my effort finally paid off...
But then, the system requirement of the game is so damn high.
I can play the game.
But it's freaking lag.
You know what is echo?
I can do that in the game.
Press fire once, I can hear at least 7 times of the shot...
Isn't that cool?
I want to improve my badminton skills...
My footwork, smash and drop skills have all become rusty...
Actually I was never good at drop and smash.
My footwork was ok I think.
I want to beat that Lee Chong Wei...
Just kidding.
I just want to show off only. ^^
Especially in front of girls...
Haha.
Johor Sultan just died.
All co-curriculum activities have been canceled.
Now I have more time to do my moral project.
Actually no.
I'll still be procrastinating...
Haha.
To some people... I also not very sure who the 'some people' is.
Don't ask me.
To some people, I wish to apologize for something I've said or done.
I may have offended you in any way or annoyed you.
So I wish to apologize.
I'm sorry for that.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Happy Birthday Mummy ^^
Long time didn't play badminton.
Friday went to badminton training...
Now my leg still pain.
Although it's not so obvious, but when I walk still limping.
Today is mummy's birthday.
Happy Birthday Mummy ^^
Opps, forgot to buy present...
Haha.
I think the seafood lunch is counted as celebrating your birthday already ^^
Well...
I've done 2 Tugasan Harian today...
That's surprising.
I didn't know I'll do at all.
2 more Tugasan Harian and 2 more Laporan Kerja Amal.
Then I can forget about this whole damn thing.
Friday went to badminton training...
Now my leg still pain.
Although it's not so obvious, but when I walk still limping.
Today is mummy's birthday.
Happy Birthday Mummy ^^
Opps, forgot to buy present...
Haha.
I think the seafood lunch is counted as celebrating your birthday already ^^
Well...
I've done 2 Tugasan Harian today...
That's surprising.
I didn't know I'll do at all.
2 more Tugasan Harian and 2 more Laporan Kerja Amal.
Then I can forget about this whole damn thing.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Am I Born To Be Hated?
I feel that everyone around me hates me.
I see other people post new status on FB.
Many people commented on theirs.
And what about mine?
Nothing at all.
I see people chatting in FB.
I joined in... everyone stops.
Yesterday I see Xiao Jie commented on JK's status.
So, I commented it too.
Then Xiao Jie stopped.
Yesterday we're discussing whether today is a holiday.
After such a long discussion, we know the answer...
Just now I asked Wendy Jiejie about it.
She said she knew it.
And she told JH that today is a holiday...
And she didn't tell me.
We're all friends.
Why she told JH and not me?
It gives me a feeling that she hates me.
She used to say 'Hi' when she sees me in school.
And now she just walk pass like I'm invisible.
I seriously wish that I'm thinking too much.
But after so many things that happened...
So many things that show everyone hates me.
Can you still tell me that I'm thinking too much?
Am I really born to be hated?
I see other people post new status on FB.
Many people commented on theirs.
And what about mine?
Nothing at all.
I see people chatting in FB.
I joined in... everyone stops.
Yesterday I see Xiao Jie commented on JK's status.
So, I commented it too.
Then Xiao Jie stopped.
Yesterday we're discussing whether today is a holiday.
After such a long discussion, we know the answer...
Just now I asked Wendy Jiejie about it.
She said she knew it.
And she told JH that today is a holiday...
And she didn't tell me.
We're all friends.
Why she told JH and not me?
It gives me a feeling that she hates me.
She used to say 'Hi' when she sees me in school.
And now she just walk pass like I'm invisible.
I seriously wish that I'm thinking too much.
But after so many things that happened...
So many things that show everyone hates me.
Can you still tell me that I'm thinking too much?
Am I really born to be hated?
Tired~
Badminton training at 3.00.
So after school I stayed in school and wait for the time to pass.
Then I saw Miss Yeo holding a racket going somewhere with a form 6 student.
I was curious.
So I followed them and saw them playing badminton with Miss Khoo.
Then Miss Khoo invited me to join them.
Yeah... I owned them.
Haha.
Don't think I have much sasiah points left...
Since Miss Khoo keep saying I bully her =.=
After that, I went to Larkin Badminton Court in Miss Wong's car.
It's been a while since I last sit her car.
So nostalgic...
Haha.
And wow...
So long didn't played badminton...
My skills became all rusty already.
I can't even smash properly anymore.
And my stamina also dropped...
Worst of all, the grip of my racket torn.
It made my hand pain when playing badminton.
I'm so not going to wonder around Pelangi anymore.
Gonna stay at school and bully teachers ^^
So after school I stayed in school and wait for the time to pass.
Then I saw Miss Yeo holding a racket going somewhere with a form 6 student.
I was curious.
So I followed them and saw them playing badminton with Miss Khoo.
Then Miss Khoo invited me to join them.
Yeah... I owned them.
Haha.
Don't think I have much sasiah points left...
Since Miss Khoo keep saying I bully her =.=
After that, I went to Larkin Badminton Court in Miss Wong's car.
It's been a while since I last sit her car.
So nostalgic...
Haha.
And wow...
So long didn't played badminton...
My skills became all rusty already.
I can't even smash properly anymore.
And my stamina also dropped...
Worst of all, the grip of my racket torn.
It made my hand pain when playing badminton.
I'm so not going to wonder around Pelangi anymore.
Gonna stay at school and bully teachers ^^
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
I'm Trying Hard To Change...
Today, teacher brought us outside school to check out the route for Larian DJ.
Teacher already told us, it's not a training...
Just to check it out.
There's no need to run or jog, just walk like you're shopping.
And so I did.
I walked all the way.
Unlike some 'kiasu' people...
Run and run...
Then I saw them sitting beside the road resting...
And I just continue to walk.
That's a nice 40mins shopping.
Shop for flowers, roads, dust...
I was so scared to talk to Wendy Jiejie, Hui Jie and Sandy Jiejie.
From the moment I came down from the class...
They look like they're in a very bad mood.
I feel like if I talked to them, they'll kill me =.=
Yeah, so I tried to stay away from them.
I watched them from faraway.
They can chat very happily.
Guess I'm the reason they're not in a good mood.
Well, I can understand that.
Not many people like me.
(Not the BF GF that kind of like)
I talk to people in my MSN, not many of them willing to reply me too.
Guess I really am annoying.
Still wish for a GF?
Yeah, can continue to dream on.
Lonewolf...
It's not as cool as it sounds.
Teacher already told us, it's not a training...
Just to check it out.
There's no need to run or jog, just walk like you're shopping.
And so I did.
I walked all the way.
Unlike some 'kiasu' people...
Run and run...
Then I saw them sitting beside the road resting...
And I just continue to walk.
That's a nice 40mins shopping.
Shop for flowers, roads, dust...
I was so scared to talk to Wendy Jiejie, Hui Jie and Sandy Jiejie.
From the moment I came down from the class...
They look like they're in a very bad mood.
I feel like if I talked to them, they'll kill me =.=
Yeah, so I tried to stay away from them.
I watched them from faraway.
They can chat very happily.
Guess I'm the reason they're not in a good mood.
Well, I can understand that.
Not many people like me.
(Not the BF GF that kind of like)
I talk to people in my MSN, not many of them willing to reply me too.
Guess I really am annoying.
Still wish for a GF?
Yeah, can continue to dream on.
Lonewolf...
It's not as cool as it sounds.
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Untitled 4
Yesterday night I had such a nice sleep.
Maybe it's the beer?
Maybe it's Star Wars?
I should go and do some experiments.
See whether a beer or a movie marathon can make me sleep better.
Why can't I find that stupid Pearl...
Teacher already started teaching.
And I still don't have the book yet.
Went to Angsana's bookshop just now and hope to find it.
OMG...
So crowded in that stupid bookshop.
The most crowded one I've ever seen.
I did go in and look for the Pearl.
But not thoroughly cause too many people.
Well, I'll get Panda's book tomorrow and photocopy.
I'm sorry, I don't mean to violate the copyright.
I'm always wondering...
Does anyone ever read my blog?
I didn't have a chat box last time.
And my friend told me to put one cause it's troublesome to leave comment.
So, I put one few days ago...
Yeah...
I found out there's only 1 person who reads my blog.
Thanks for supporting ^^
Never mind...
I just write whatever I wanted to.
Shiok sendiri enough ^^
Maybe it's the beer?
Maybe it's Star Wars?
I should go and do some experiments.
See whether a beer or a movie marathon can make me sleep better.
Why can't I find that stupid Pearl...
Teacher already started teaching.
And I still don't have the book yet.
Went to Angsana's bookshop just now and hope to find it.
OMG...
So crowded in that stupid bookshop.
The most crowded one I've ever seen.
I did go in and look for the Pearl.
But not thoroughly cause too many people.
Well, I'll get Panda's book tomorrow and photocopy.
I'm sorry, I don't mean to violate the copyright.
I'm always wondering...
Does anyone ever read my blog?
I didn't have a chat box last time.
And my friend told me to put one cause it's troublesome to leave comment.
So, I put one few days ago...
Yeah...
I found out there's only 1 person who reads my blog.
Thanks for supporting ^^
Never mind...
I just write whatever I wanted to.
Shiok sendiri enough ^^
Friday, January 15, 2010
Untitled 3
One of my wishes now is all about Robotics Club.
There's going to be a workshop for Robotics Club after Sports Day.
Now I don't feel like studying very much.
I'm more interested in getting the workshop done.
Teach people about robotics.
And I hope they enjoy robotics as I have enjoy it.
If you really enjoy it, please join our club.
We can teach you more...
Also, you can go for National Robotics Competition...
1st batch of SDJ Robotics Team which is Chong, Zeb and me...
We manage to get the title of 'Best in JB'...
Unfortunately, we only got 4th place in Johor.
I really wish we can qualify for the national level.
I really wish we can make our school proud.
But this year is going to be an exam year, I can't participate in this competition.
Therefore, I hope my junior will make my wish come true on my behalf.
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I have such weak resolve...
I said I wanted to forget about her...
But I found out that I can't.
If she dislikes seeing me, I won't be in her sight, but she will be in mine.
If she dislikes talking to me, I won't talk to her, unless it's really important.
If she hates me, that's fine with me.
As long as she is happy.
There's going to be a workshop for Robotics Club after Sports Day.
Now I don't feel like studying very much.
I'm more interested in getting the workshop done.
Teach people about robotics.
And I hope they enjoy robotics as I have enjoy it.
If you really enjoy it, please join our club.
We can teach you more...
Also, you can go for National Robotics Competition...
1st batch of SDJ Robotics Team which is Chong, Zeb and me...
We manage to get the title of 'Best in JB'...
Unfortunately, we only got 4th place in Johor.
I really wish we can qualify for the national level.
I really wish we can make our school proud.
But this year is going to be an exam year, I can't participate in this competition.
Therefore, I hope my junior will make my wish come true on my behalf.
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I have such weak resolve...
I said I wanted to forget about her...
But I found out that I can't.
If she dislikes seeing me, I won't be in her sight, but she will be in mine.
If she dislikes talking to me, I won't talk to her, unless it's really important.
If she hates me, that's fine with me.
As long as she is happy.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Final Decision?
What hurts the most was being so close.
I'm gonna pretend that I'm okay and smile and tell the whole world I'm fine.
Not seeing that I'm loving you, that's what I was trying to do.
Not gonna hold on any longer.
It'll only make things worse.
I want to forget everything about her.
And I mean FORGET.
Forget about her existence.
Forget about there's someone like her in this world.
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met."
Can I really forget about her?
I'm gonna pretend that I'm okay and smile and tell the whole world I'm fine.
Not seeing that I'm loving you, that's what I was trying to do.
Not gonna hold on any longer.
It'll only make things worse.
I want to forget everything about her.
And I mean FORGET.
Forget about her existence.
Forget about there's someone like her in this world.
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met."
Can I really forget about her?
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Untitled 2
1st day of Unit Uniform meeting for 2010.
I'm always surprised how taekwondo club meeting can be so fast.
Today I've witnessed it myself.
We seriously have nothing to talk about in meetings.
After we moved into the class, we just discuss about the club's shirt, that's all.
And I can't believe it take half an hour.
"People can only understand they've experienced"
Rau Le Creuset (Gundam Seed Character) said that.
And it is so freaking true.
We always say 'Put yourself in his shoes'.
It means to imagine what you'll do or feel if you're in his position.
But we just barely know the answer...
Can we actually do or feel the exact same thing as he does?
I think only those who experienced it before can.
Some people are just too popular...
Because they're handsome or pretty or cute...
And many people just want to talk to them so badly.
They have plenty of people to choose from to chat with them.
And usually they would choose their best friends... Well, that make sense.
And what about those new friends they made?
It'll only be a "Hi, bye" conversation.
I doubt they'll ever understand the feelings of people like us.
The feeling of wanting to talk to someone but there's no one there.
Can they ever understand that feeling?
I'm always surprised how taekwondo club meeting can be so fast.
Today I've witnessed it myself.
We seriously have nothing to talk about in meetings.
After we moved into the class, we just discuss about the club's shirt, that's all.
And I can't believe it take half an hour.
"People can only understand they've experienced"
Rau Le Creuset (Gundam Seed Character) said that.
And it is so freaking true.
We always say 'Put yourself in his shoes'.
It means to imagine what you'll do or feel if you're in his position.
But we just barely know the answer...
Can we actually do or feel the exact same thing as he does?
I think only those who experienced it before can.
Some people are just too popular...
Because they're handsome or pretty or cute...
And many people just want to talk to them so badly.
They have plenty of people to choose from to chat with them.
And usually they would choose their best friends... Well, that make sense.
And what about those new friends they made?
It'll only be a "Hi, bye" conversation.
I doubt they'll ever understand the feelings of people like us.
The feeling of wanting to talk to someone but there's no one there.
Can they ever understand that feeling?
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
7th Day of School In 2010
Well, 7th day of school...
Nothing much happened.
Just a normal school day.
Today is the first Keruing training in 2010.
I was so damn excited...
I'm the only one in my form, once again...
After a while Ben and Bashvin came and took away all the excitement.
I want to be the only one in my form, I like it.
Then teachers will see only me...
Then they'll praise me, maybe give me anugerah also.
Haha.
Okay, that's stupid.
I don't want take prize on that stupid anugerah...
Wait damn long.
Just give me the prize during weekly assembly.
I don't need some VIP to see that.
I just need someone to see it.
I used to treat homework as burdens, something troublesome, annoying.
But I don't know why suddenly I like homework.
But I found out something from a drama, I don't know whether is it true or not.
The lead actress say that a guy is charming when he's serious.
If I do my homework seriously, maybe I'll get myself an admirer soon.
Haha.
It's kinda silly, but it's also one of many ways to motivate oneself.
So I'm starting to like homework.
It's something that can make me better in something.
Then I can show off.
(Actually I just like to show off ^^)
"You can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns have roses."
A quote from Ziggy.
It teaches us that we can look at things from different points of view.
You can choose to look at homework as a burden, or something to let you improve.
The choice is always ours.
Nothing much happened.
Just a normal school day.
Today is the first Keruing training in 2010.
I was so damn excited...
I'm the only one in my form, once again...
After a while Ben and Bashvin came and took away all the excitement.
I want to be the only one in my form, I like it.
Then teachers will see only me...
Then they'll praise me, maybe give me anugerah also.
Haha.
Okay, that's stupid.
I don't want take prize on that stupid anugerah...
Wait damn long.
Just give me the prize during weekly assembly.
I don't need some VIP to see that.
I just need someone to see it.
I used to treat homework as burdens, something troublesome, annoying.
But I don't know why suddenly I like homework.
But I found out something from a drama, I don't know whether is it true or not.
The lead actress say that a guy is charming when he's serious.
If I do my homework seriously, maybe I'll get myself an admirer soon.
Haha.
It's kinda silly, but it's also one of many ways to motivate oneself.
So I'm starting to like homework.
It's something that can make me better in something.
Then I can show off.
(Actually I just like to show off ^^)
"You can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns have roses."
A quote from Ziggy.
It teaches us that we can look at things from different points of view.
You can choose to look at homework as a burden, or something to let you improve.
The choice is always ours.
Friday, January 8, 2010
Today's My Birthday ^^
8th of January...
Special day for me, it's my birthday ^^
But actually everyday is the same for me.
Nothing unusual happened.
But I can say that this is the best birthday ever in these 17 years.
This is the 1st time ever I got a birthday present from my friends.
Maybe some of you might say I'm suagu, never get present before...
But I'm serious.
I want to thank Wendy jiejie, Huihui jiejie and Xiao jie for giving me this cute piggy bank.
(Usually people use piggy bank for 'tabung', although it's not a pig, I don't know any other words to replace this word.)
I also wish to thank my sister for buying a jacket for me.
And my family and relatives, for giving me ang bao ^^
And not to forget, those who wished me happy birthday, thank you very much :)
I wanted to celebrate my birthday with her.
But she's kinda busy...
Oh well, I'm happy as long as she remembers my birthday.
Once again, thank you, all of you, for giving me the best birthday in these 17 years.
Special day for me, it's my birthday ^^
But actually everyday is the same for me.
Nothing unusual happened.
But I can say that this is the best birthday ever in these 17 years.
This is the 1st time ever I got a birthday present from my friends.
Maybe some of you might say I'm suagu, never get present before...
But I'm serious.
I want to thank Wendy jiejie, Huihui jiejie and Xiao jie for giving me this cute piggy bank.
(Usually people use piggy bank for 'tabung', although it's not a pig, I don't know any other words to replace this word.)
I also wish to thank my sister for buying a jacket for me.
And my family and relatives, for giving me ang bao ^^
And not to forget, those who wished me happy birthday, thank you very much :)
I wanted to celebrate my birthday with her.
But she's kinda busy...
Oh well, I'm happy as long as she remembers my birthday.
Once again, thank you, all of you, for giving me the best birthday in these 17 years.
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