I woke up it was 7
I waited till 11
Just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on your own
And here it goes
[Chorus:]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...
And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And they're gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
I'm just a kid [repeat x5]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world.
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me tonight
I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause I'm just a kid tonight
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Long Time No See
Its been a while seen I last updated my blog.
Don't know what to do these few days...
My friends and I planned to play badminton yesterday.
Just 2 hours before we're suppose to meet...
'Sorry, I suddenly got things to do, can't go...'
Yup, then the whole trip was canceled.
I was so excited about it few days ago.
'Long time since I last played badminton, its gonna be so fun...'
I shouldn't be excited over it.
Maybe its the 1st time, or many times already...
Something always happens when I get excited about something.
Just like that I'm stuck at home.
Once again, the day is safe, thanks to... him... =.=
So, nothing to do.
Started playing cute game - Dragonica.
Yeah, its a really cute game.
Killing wolves, sheep, sharks, starfish and many more...
They're just so cute.
Other games, the skills are getting cooler with every job advancement.
This one is totally different.
Its getting cuter with every job advancement.
Just like warriors.
1st job, the skills is like a tornado, spinning around and deal damage.
2nd job - gladiator, they started taking out toy hammers and smash the monsters.
That's so 'cool'...
If anyone ever read my blog...
I sincerely ask a favor of all of you.
Please invite me if you're organizing any outings.
Thank you.
Don't know what to do these few days...
My friends and I planned to play badminton yesterday.
Just 2 hours before we're suppose to meet...
'Sorry, I suddenly got things to do, can't go...'
Yup, then the whole trip was canceled.
I was so excited about it few days ago.
'Long time since I last played badminton, its gonna be so fun...'
I shouldn't be excited over it.
Maybe its the 1st time, or many times already...
Something always happens when I get excited about something.
Just like that I'm stuck at home.
Once again, the day is safe, thanks to... him... =.=
So, nothing to do.
Started playing cute game - Dragonica.
Yeah, its a really cute game.
Killing wolves, sheep, sharks, starfish and many more...
They're just so cute.
Other games, the skills are getting cooler with every job advancement.
This one is totally different.
Its getting cuter with every job advancement.
Just like warriors.
1st job, the skills is like a tornado, spinning around and deal damage.
2nd job - gladiator, they started taking out toy hammers and smash the monsters.
That's so 'cool'...
If anyone ever read my blog...
I sincerely ask a favor of all of you.
Please invite me if you're organizing any outings.
Thank you.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Holiday Is Here
Holiday is here...
So is my torture.
I used to love holiday.
I don't have to wake up early, go to school, look at those teachers, doing homework...
I love sitting in front of the computer whole day.
Even if its not good for my eyes, I'm still doing it.
I have lots of games to play.
Or I've addicted to one particular game.
But now everything has changed.
I hate holiday.
Although I still don't like to wake up early and doing homework...
But I quite enjoy going to school.
I can play with my friends there, chat with teachers...
Of course, just the few nice teachers.
Now I have no mood to play any game.
It wasn't like this at the beginning of the year.
But it changed.
If I didn't remember wrongly, it changed ever since I join the Robotics Team in April.
I've just been so addicted to robotics.
Building a cool-looking robot, programming it, winning the competition.
My addiction lasted even now, although its not as strong as the start of everything.
Well, the 'no mood to play any game' became 'no mood to do anything' a while later.
Yeah, since the day I met her.
After meeting her, I don't feel like doing anything.
Just thinking of her all day long.
I never had this kind of feeling before.
Yes, I like her, no doubt.
Nothing is impossible.
But us getting together, it might be nearly impossible.
If we're meant to be, we'll be together...
Well, there's nothing I can do.
If she likes me, she likes me.
If she don't like me, she don't.
Its her decision.
Not like I have any right to force her.
She's happy then I'm happy.
I only wish that she's not angry with me in any way.
I feel sad when she's ignoring me.
I only have a few wishes now.
1. She remember my birthday.
2. She'll talk to me more.
3. She's happy.
Holiday is here.
Wish everyone have a happy holiday.
Don't be like me...
So is my torture.
I used to love holiday.
I don't have to wake up early, go to school, look at those teachers, doing homework...
I love sitting in front of the computer whole day.
Even if its not good for my eyes, I'm still doing it.
I have lots of games to play.
Or I've addicted to one particular game.
But now everything has changed.
I hate holiday.
Although I still don't like to wake up early and doing homework...
But I quite enjoy going to school.
I can play with my friends there, chat with teachers...
Of course, just the few nice teachers.
Now I have no mood to play any game.
It wasn't like this at the beginning of the year.
But it changed.
If I didn't remember wrongly, it changed ever since I join the Robotics Team in April.
I've just been so addicted to robotics.
Building a cool-looking robot, programming it, winning the competition.
My addiction lasted even now, although its not as strong as the start of everything.
Well, the 'no mood to play any game' became 'no mood to do anything' a while later.
Yeah, since the day I met her.
After meeting her, I don't feel like doing anything.
Just thinking of her all day long.
I never had this kind of feeling before.
Yes, I like her, no doubt.
Nothing is impossible.
But us getting together, it might be nearly impossible.
If we're meant to be, we'll be together...
Well, there's nothing I can do.
If she likes me, she likes me.
If she don't like me, she don't.
Its her decision.
Not like I have any right to force her.
She's happy then I'm happy.
I only wish that she's not angry with me in any way.
I feel sad when she's ignoring me.
I only have a few wishes now.
1. She remember my birthday.
2. She'll talk to me more.
3. She's happy.
Holiday is here.
Wish everyone have a happy holiday.
Don't be like me...
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Gaming for Whole Day...
They're having Chinese exam today.
So I didn't go to school.
Slept until 10am.
Immediately on com.
I wanted to try Dragonica once again...
But how lucky I am.
'Server will down from 1000hr to 1700hr for maintenance'
Why my timing is always so 'good'?
Can't blame anyone.
I'm just born this way, it's in my DNA.
So I went to play Jedi Outcast.
Keep getting lost, stuck at a certain area...
I really can't finish this game without having to search for guides.
For the 1st time in my life, I felt that blasters are better than lightsaber.
The lightsaber attack is so weird.
And its hard to deflect lasers.
Dodging it would be so much better.
And there's a sniper rifle, OMG, is so damn cool.
The damage is high, very high.
When fully charged, it can instantly disintegrate the enemy.
And that effect is so cool.
Seeing the enemy disappear...
Just 1 day of holiday, and this is my life...
Just imagine 2 months of holiday...
I'll be sitting in front of my computer all day long...
Someone, save me please...
Ask me out for movies or badminton...
I don't mind going RedBox also.
Just that I won't sing.
Haha.
So I didn't go to school.
Slept until 10am.
Immediately on com.
I wanted to try Dragonica once again...
But how lucky I am.
'Server will down from 1000hr to 1700hr for maintenance'
Why my timing is always so 'good'?
Can't blame anyone.
I'm just born this way, it's in my DNA.
So I went to play Jedi Outcast.
Keep getting lost, stuck at a certain area...
I really can't finish this game without having to search for guides.
For the 1st time in my life, I felt that blasters are better than lightsaber.
The lightsaber attack is so weird.
And its hard to deflect lasers.
Dodging it would be so much better.
And there's a sniper rifle, OMG, is so damn cool.
The damage is high, very high.
When fully charged, it can instantly disintegrate the enemy.
And that effect is so cool.
Seeing the enemy disappear...
Just 1 day of holiday, and this is my life...
Just imagine 2 months of holiday...
I'll be sitting in front of my computer all day long...
Someone, save me please...
Ask me out for movies or badminton...
I don't mind going RedBox also.
Just that I won't sing.
Haha.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Exam Is Over!!!
Exam is over!!!
Although still got EST and civic and PJ.
EST still ok, the other 2 is useless.
So exam is as good as over.
Holiday mood coming ^^
Actually I've been in holiday mood since last week.
Never study anything seriously.
Only have myself to blame if result aren't good.
Let's see...
What I'm gonna do...
Watch movie, play badminton, sleep...
Oh ya...
Suddenly got lots of games to play.
Knights of the Old Republic, Jedi Outcast, Transformers, Dragonica...
Seems like a lot of things to do...
I planned to study History, and Add Math this holiday...
But I doubt I'll do it.
Things doesn't always go as planned.
Although still got EST and civic and PJ.
EST still ok, the other 2 is useless.
So exam is as good as over.
Holiday mood coming ^^
Actually I've been in holiday mood since last week.
Never study anything seriously.
Only have myself to blame if result aren't good.
Let's see...
What I'm gonna do...
Watch movie, play badminton, sleep...
Oh ya...
Suddenly got lots of games to play.
Knights of the Old Republic, Jedi Outcast, Transformers, Dragonica...
Seems like a lot of things to do...
I planned to study History, and Add Math this holiday...
But I doubt I'll do it.
Things doesn't always go as planned.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Scared~
I'm scared...
I'm scared of many things.
Scared of exam.
Scared of my results.
Scared of my relationship with my friends are becoming worse.
Guess I deserved it if my results are bad.
Can't really focus on studying these few days.
Not really in the mood of studying.
My friends seem to be ignoring and avoiding me these days.
I don't know if I've done anything that may have offended them.
If I really did, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean it.
She said she was scared of seeing me.
Now I'm scared of talking to her.
I'm scared that talking to her might make things worse.
I want to be one of her good friends, even though we may not be able to be together.
I just don't want our relationship to go so badly until we can't even be friends.
I'm really sorry for everything that have happened.
I'm scared of many things.
Scared of exam.
Scared of my results.
Scared of my relationship with my friends are becoming worse.
Guess I deserved it if my results are bad.
Can't really focus on studying these few days.
Not really in the mood of studying.
My friends seem to be ignoring and avoiding me these days.
I don't know if I've done anything that may have offended them.
If I really did, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean it.
She said she was scared of seeing me.
Now I'm scared of talking to her.
I'm scared that talking to her might make things worse.
I want to be one of her good friends, even though we may not be able to be together.
I just don't want our relationship to go so badly until we can't even be friends.
I'm really sorry for everything that have happened.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Exam Day 7
The Clone Wars : Republic Heroes is not working~
Traded it with the store owner for Transformers The Game.
Not bad, not bad...
But some of the stages played till very fed up.
Like securing the Allspark.
I hate that stage.
Objective : Survive for 3 mins.
Very easy?
Nope...
Megatron keep shooting me.
And it can't be blocked.
And I can't see when he is shooting, so I can't time the dodge.
But overall, the game was quite nice.
Just finished the Autobot part, haven't finish the Decepticon part.
Today is November 4th...
Dear dad, I'm sorry I was a disappointment.
I was trying to be just like you ^^
(Just kidding, just a quote from Achmed)
Happy Birthday Dad~
To all those who follow my blog.
Thank you following my blog.
Nice meeting all of you.
You're my best friends, always.
I'm not a greedy person.
Just hope that when you see me, remember to bring some flower.
I want chrysanthemum.
I love my family, my friends, my belongings and...
I'm grateful for having all of you.
Hope that I'll die a peaceful death after seeing my results.
Haha.
Traded it with the store owner for Transformers The Game.
Not bad, not bad...
But some of the stages played till very fed up.
Like securing the Allspark.
I hate that stage.
Objective : Survive for 3 mins.
Very easy?
Nope...
Megatron keep shooting me.
And it can't be blocked.
And I can't see when he is shooting, so I can't time the dodge.
But overall, the game was quite nice.
Just finished the Autobot part, haven't finish the Decepticon part.
Today is November 4th...
Dear dad, I'm sorry I was a disappointment.
I was trying to be just like you ^^
(Just kidding, just a quote from Achmed)
Happy Birthday Dad~
To all those who follow my blog.
Thank you following my blog.
Nice meeting all of you.
You're my best friends, always.
I'm not a greedy person.
Just hope that when you see me, remember to bring some flower.
I want chrysanthemum.
I love my family, my friends, my belongings and...
I'm grateful for having all of you.
Hope that I'll die a peaceful death after seeing my results.
Haha.
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