Lonely

I feel so different tonight.
Unusually lonely.

This is the time I hate the most throughout the year.
The exam period.
Everyone's focusing on their studies.
I know I should do so as well.
But we still need to relax.
Or maybe I'm way too relax.
I seriously need to focus, concentrate...
It just seems so hard to me.

I feel as though some of my friends are further away from me.
Or maybe, we were NEVER friends to begin with.
It's always just me.
The naive little kid.
Be friends through FaceBook?
Duh, is it even possible?
It doesn't seem like it to me.
Time flies.
But the time inside me just seem to stop.
It stopped at the stage "Naive little kid".

I'm always on my own.
I do everything alone.
Maybe I should follow Stark's method.
Split myself into 2.
Then I wouldn't be bored.
There will always be someone there for me.
That would be me, in a separate body.

I miss her.
Although I saw her this morning, but I didn't get a chance to talk to her.
Wait, what for if there's a chance?
I'm just a coward that doesn't even dare to talk to her.
Still, I wanted to talk to her.
I really do miss her...