Am I Different?

Sometimes I see others...
Then I look at myself.
Am I so different from them?
Do I look like an alien to them?

They can talk in a group about anything and everything.
I don't want to be the one alone.
But I'm just like invisible to them even if I join the conversation.
Things that I've said doesn't seem to have anyone listening.
I see them talk so happily.
And I'm just here... That's it, here...

Is it because I'm too serious?
I don't really think I'm that serious.
Is it because I'm not good with words?
Said things at the inappropriate time?

I've known them longer then some people does.
But why?
Why they look more like friends and I'm more like a stranger?
I can see them talk so happily.
And they just walk pass me like I'm just a decoration along the road.
And a decoration that cannot attract people's attention.
Tell me why?

All I want is just people's attention.
I just want to feel that I'm needed.