A Day Of Badminton...

Wow...
3 hours of badminton.
Yeah man...
That's so nice.
There's freaking nice matches, and also freaking funny matches.
Nice ones?
Of course, I smash a lot...
Sure hope some girls saw that.
The way I smash... that's just so cool.
Lol.
That's so narcissism...
(just in case people don't know, narcissism means 自恋)
The funny ones?
Panda's team was leading 9-3.
But then i don't know what the hell happened to them.
They keep whacking too hard, ended up most of them out.
Then my team caught up 17-11.
Well, that's not the funniest one.
The funniest one is Panda's team leading, forgot what's the score.
And then, time's up.
The uncle offed the lights.
We all can't see the shuttle.
And I don't know what the hell we're playing also.
And we just whack anything that moves.
Maybe it's because Panda's dark eye ring blurred his vision...
My team won 24-22.
Seriously, don't ask me how.
I don't know.

How Could This Happen To Me?

I borrowed 'Left 4 Dead 2' CD from JH today.
At first, damn lot of errors while installing.
Then I wait patiently.
Well, I thought my effort finally paid off...
But then, the system requirement of the game is so damn high.
I can play the game.
But it's freaking lag.
You know what is echo?
I can do that in the game.
Press fire once, I can hear at least 7 times of the shot...
Isn't that cool?

I want to improve my badminton skills...
My footwork, smash and drop skills have all become rusty...
Actually I was never good at drop and smash.
My footwork was ok I think.
I want to beat that Lee Chong Wei...
Just kidding.
I just want to show off only. ^^
Especially in front of girls...
Haha.

Johor Sultan just died.
All co-curriculum activities have been canceled.
Now I have more time to do my moral project.
Actually no.
I'll still be procrastinating...
Haha.

To some people... I also not very sure who the 'some people' is.
Don't ask me.
To some people, I wish to apologize for something I've said or done.
I may have offended you in any way or annoyed you.
So I wish to apologize.
I'm sorry for that.

Happy Birthday Mummy ^^

Long time didn't play badminton.
Friday went to badminton training...
Now my leg still pain.
Although it's not so obvious, but when I walk still limping.

Today is mummy's birthday.
Happy Birthday Mummy ^^
Opps, forgot to buy present...
Haha.
I think the seafood lunch is counted as celebrating your birthday already ^^

Well...
I've done 2 Tugasan Harian today...
That's surprising.
I didn't know I'll do at all.
2 more Tugasan Harian and 2 more Laporan Kerja Amal.
Then I can forget about this whole damn thing.

Am I Born To Be Hated?

I feel that everyone around me hates me.
I see other people post new status on FB.
Many people commented on theirs.
And what about mine?
Nothing at all.
I see people chatting in FB.
I joined in... everyone stops.

Yesterday I see Xiao Jie commented on JK's status.
So, I commented it too.
Then Xiao Jie stopped.

Yesterday we're discussing whether today is a holiday.
After such a long discussion, we know the answer...
Just now I asked Wendy Jiejie about it.
She said she knew it.
And she told JH that today is a holiday...
And she didn't tell me.
We're all friends.
Why she told JH and not me?
It gives me a feeling that she hates me.
She used to say 'Hi' when she sees me in school.
And now she just walk pass like I'm invisible.

I seriously wish that I'm thinking too much.
But after so many things that happened...
So many things that show everyone hates me.
Can you still tell me that I'm thinking too much?
Am I really born to be hated?

Tired~

Badminton training at 3.00.
So after school I stayed in school and wait for the time to pass.
Then I saw Miss Yeo holding a racket going somewhere with a form 6 student.
I was curious.
So I followed them and saw them playing badminton with Miss Khoo.
Then Miss Khoo invited me to join them.
Yeah... I owned them.
Haha.
Don't think I have much sasiah points left...
Since Miss Khoo keep saying I bully her =.=

After that, I went to Larkin Badminton Court in Miss Wong's car.
It's been a while since I last sit her car.
So nostalgic...
Haha.
And wow...
So long didn't played badminton...
My skills became all rusty already.
I can't even smash properly anymore.
And my stamina also dropped...
Worst of all, the grip of my racket torn.
It made my hand pain when playing badminton.

I'm so not going to wonder around Pelangi anymore.
Gonna stay at school and bully teachers ^^

I'm Trying Hard To Change...

Today, teacher brought us outside school to check out the route for Larian DJ.
Teacher already told us, it's not a training...
Just to check it out.
There's no need to run or jog, just walk like you're shopping.
And so I did.
I walked all the way.
Unlike some 'kiasu' people...
Run and run...
Then I saw them sitting beside the road resting...
And I just continue to walk.
That's a nice 40mins shopping.
Shop for flowers, roads, dust...

I was so scared to talk to Wendy Jiejie, Hui Jie and Sandy Jiejie.
From the moment I came down from the class...
They look like they're in a very bad mood.
I feel like if I talked to them, they'll kill me =.=
Yeah, so I tried to stay away from them.
I watched them from faraway.
They can chat very happily.
Guess I'm the reason they're not in a good mood.
Well, I can understand that.
Not many people like me.
(Not the BF GF that kind of like)
I talk to people in my MSN, not many of them willing to reply me too.
Guess I really am annoying.
Still wish for a GF?
Yeah, can continue to dream on.
Lonewolf...
It's not as cool as it sounds.

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Yesterday night I had such a nice sleep.
Maybe it's the beer?
Maybe it's Star Wars?
I should go and do some experiments.
See whether a beer or a movie marathon can make me sleep better.

Why can't I find that stupid Pearl...
Teacher already started teaching.
And I still don't have the book yet.
Went to Angsana's bookshop just now and hope to find it.
OMG...
So crowded in that stupid bookshop.
The most crowded one I've ever seen.
I did go in and look for the Pearl.
But not thoroughly cause too many people.
Well, I'll get Panda's book tomorrow and photocopy.
I'm sorry, I don't mean to violate the copyright.

I'm always wondering...
Does anyone ever read my blog?
I didn't have a chat box last time.
And my friend told me to put one cause it's troublesome to leave comment.
So, I put one few days ago...
Yeah...
I found out there's only 1 person who reads my blog.
Thanks for supporting ^^
Never mind...
I just write whatever I wanted to.
Shiok sendiri enough ^^

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One of my wishes now is all about Robotics Club.
There's going to be a workshop for Robotics Club after Sports Day.
Now I don't feel like studying very much.
I'm more interested in getting the workshop done.
Teach people about robotics.
And I hope they enjoy robotics as I have enjoy it.
If you really enjoy it, please join our club.
We can teach you more...
Also, you can go for National Robotics Competition...
1st batch of SDJ Robotics Team which is Chong, Zeb and me...
We manage to get the title of 'Best in JB'...
Unfortunately, we only got 4th place in Johor.
I really wish we can qualify for the national level.
I really wish we can make our school proud.
But this year is going to be an exam year, I can't participate in this competition.
Therefore, I hope my junior will make my wish come true on my behalf.

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I have such weak resolve...
I said I wanted to forget about her...
But I found out that I can't.
If she dislikes seeing me, I won't be in her sight, but she will be in mine.
If she dislikes talking to me, I won't talk to her, unless it's really important.
If she hates me, that's fine with me.
As long as she is happy.

Final Decision?

What hurts the most was being so close.
I'm gonna pretend that I'm okay and smile and tell the whole world I'm fine.
Not seeing that I'm loving you, that's what I was trying to do.
Not gonna hold on any longer.
It'll only make things worse.
I want to forget everything about her.
And I mean FORGET.
Forget about her existence.
Forget about there's someone like her in this world.
"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met."
Can I really forget about her?

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1st day of Unit Uniform meeting for 2010.
I'm always surprised how taekwondo club meeting can be so fast.
Today I've witnessed it myself.
We seriously have nothing to talk about in meetings.
After we moved into the class, we just discuss about the club's shirt, that's all.
And I can't believe it take half an hour.

"People can only understand they've experienced"
Rau Le Creuset (Gundam Seed Character) said that.
And it is so freaking true.
We always say 'Put yourself in his shoes'.
It means to imagine what you'll do or feel if you're in his position.
But we just barely know the answer...
Can we actually do or feel the exact same thing as he does?
I think only those who experienced it before can.

Some people are just too popular...
Because they're handsome or pretty or cute...
And many people just want to talk to them so badly.
They have plenty of people to choose from to chat with them.
And usually they would choose their best friends... Well, that make sense.
And what about those new friends they made?
It'll only be a "Hi, bye" conversation.
I doubt they'll ever understand the feelings of people like us.
The feeling of wanting to talk to someone but there's no one there.
Can they ever understand that feeling?

7th Day of School In 2010

Well, 7th day of school...
Nothing much happened.
Just a normal school day.

Today is the first Keruing training in 2010.
I was so damn excited...
I'm the only one in my form, once again...
After a while Ben and Bashvin came and took away all the excitement.
I want to be the only one in my form, I like it.
Then teachers will see only me...
Then they'll praise me, maybe give me anugerah also.
Haha.
Okay, that's stupid.
I don't want take prize on that stupid anugerah...
Wait damn long.
Just give me the prize during weekly assembly.
I don't need some VIP to see that.
I just need someone to see it.

I used to treat homework as burdens, something troublesome, annoying.
But I don't know why suddenly I like homework.
But I found out something from a drama, I don't know whether is it true or not.
The lead actress say that a guy is charming when he's serious.
If I do my homework seriously, maybe I'll get myself an admirer soon.
Haha.
It's kinda silly, but it's also one of many ways to motivate oneself.
So I'm starting to like homework.
It's something that can make me better in something.
Then I can show off.
(Actually I just like to show off ^^)
"You can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns have roses."
A quote from Ziggy.
It teaches us that we can look at things from different points of view.
You can choose to look at homework as a burden, or something to let you improve.
The choice is always ours.

Today's My Birthday ^^

8th of January...
Special day for me, it's my birthday ^^
But actually everyday is the same for me.
Nothing unusual happened.

But I can say that this is the best birthday ever in these 17 years.
This is the 1st time ever I got a birthday present from my friends.
Maybe some of you might say I'm suagu, never get present before...
But I'm serious.
I want to thank Wendy jiejie, Huihui jiejie and Xiao jie for giving me this cute piggy bank.
(Usually people use piggy bank for 'tabung', although it's not a pig, I don't know any other words to replace this word.)

I also wish to thank my sister for buying a jacket for me.
And my family and relatives, for giving me ang bao ^^
And not to forget, those who wished me happy birthday, thank you very much :)

I wanted to celebrate my birthday with her.
But she's kinda busy...
Oh well, I'm happy as long as she remembers my birthday.

Once again, thank you, all of you, for giving me the best birthday in these 17 years.