To You

I'm really happy that I could chat with you the past few days.
Not many people are willing to do that.

But these few days, I've felt unusually lonely.
No one wishes to even talk with me.
I feel so insignificant, so unneeded.
You told me not to think too much.
I tried, but I can't help it.
Perhaps I really have overdid it.
I should find other ways to deal with my loneliness, instead of troubling friends.
I used to think that that's what friends are for...
To accompany when loneliness finds me.
But I guess I misunderstood the meaning of 'friends'.
That's not what they're for.
Or perhaps I trust people too easily.
I thought interaction between 2 people can become friends.
I was being naive.
No matter how you put it, humans still have a limit.

I wish to take this opportunity to apologize.
I have no one else to blame.
It's my fault.
I'm sorry...