Countdown!!!

Yay, finally started my driving lessons.
Haha...
Excuse me, but I'm not bragging.
I'm born with the talent of becoming an excellent driver.
Lol.
(People are gonna start whacking me, or asking me to send them anywhere soon)

40km/h is just so slow.
I wanted to drive faster.
But the teacher keep asking me to slow down.
That kills all the fun.
When I get my driving license please remind me to slow down.
Scare kena summon for speeding...
Lol.

Who's the stupid idiot who set the rules saying that after 30 days only can take the test?
I wanna get my license soon...

Is This Fate?

What is fate?
Is it something that God decides?
Or we can create our own destiny?

So hearing or seeing a certain thing is also fate?
From my experience, we cannot change fate.
God wants it this way, then this way it is...
Trying to argue with God?
Hmph...
Only idiots will do that.
You can never win.
Never...

Just face it, dude...
This is your life.

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New year...
It's suppose to be happy cause everyone will wish you 'Happy New Year'.
They wished me 'Happy New Year'.
But I don't feel happy at all.

I've read the Feng Shui book as I've said in the last post.
'Relationship with friends may not be good'
It's only February.
It's only been 2 months since 2010 started.
I feel as if I've already lost some friends.
Last year-end holiday we're still chatting happily.
And suddenly, we're like total strangers.
It all came too fast...
They really mean a lot to me, even if I'm just a nobody to them.

I don't want to lose my friends without knowing what even happened.
I apologize if I've accidentally done something that have offended you.
Please tell me what I did wrong.

Happy New Year ^^

First of all, Happy New Year and Happy Valentine's Day!!!

Saturday was the eve of Chinese New Year.
I followed my family back to Ipoh that morning.
It used to be a 6-hour ride.
But due to the stupid government's arrangement...
Putting road blocks...
It ended up a 8-hour ride... more or less.
We went to the hotel to check in and settle down our luggage first.
Then we went to eat steamboat with our relatives.
Good thing it counts per head instead of per dish.
All of us ate till very full.
We even had 2 rounds of 20 ice-creams and 20 puddings per round.
We used the container to make a Petronas Twin Tower...
Haha.
Then we went to Tesco and shopping.

On Sunday...
We went to grandma's house early and take Ang Pao ^^
Then I forgot what we do on that day...
Haha...
New year means older 1 more year...
Suffering from memory failure now...
Haha...
Basically it's just take Ang Pao, eat, watch tv...
Yeah...
The same goes for the following days also.

Today finally came back from Ipoh...
Reach home around 5.30pm...
Thanked God I'm back.
Ipoh has no internet connection at all...
Damn bored.

I've read the Feng Shui book...
This year doesn't look like a good year to me.
'Easy to meet with an accident, drive carefully.'
'Relationship with friends may not be so good.'
I hope that all of you will kindly tell me if I've done anything that have offended you without knowing it.
Please don't be angry with me.

Am I Different?

Sometimes I see others...
Then I look at myself.
Am I so different from them?
Do I look like an alien to them?

They can talk in a group about anything and everything.
I don't want to be the one alone.
But I'm just like invisible to them even if I join the conversation.
Things that I've said doesn't seem to have anyone listening.
I see them talk so happily.
And I'm just here... That's it, here...

Is it because I'm too serious?
I don't really think I'm that serious.
Is it because I'm not good with words?
Said things at the inappropriate time?

I've known them longer then some people does.
But why?
Why they look more like friends and I'm more like a stranger?
I can see them talk so happily.
And they just walk pass me like I'm just a decoration along the road.
And a decoration that cannot attract people's attention.
Tell me why?

All I want is just people's attention.
I just want to feel that I'm needed.

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Wow...
Today's Chemistry was nice.
We didn't do anything at all.
Actually got... just a bit.
More than half the class was not in the lab.
They were punished for not staying back for Sukan Tara.
Poor thing.
They had to run 4 rounds of the field.
They sure took their sweet time.
I don't think 80 minutes they cannot finish 4 rounds.

Taekwondo meeting is as usual.
In fact, the meeting ended faster than before.
Only took about 8 minutes.

Then, Stef, Sihao, Panda and me, took a taxi to Tiara Club to play badminton.
Wow...
It's freaking awesome.
Damn nice.
In the double match, Sihao and I won 21-16, 18-21, 26-24.
Too bad in single match, I lost to Stef...
I forgot the score.
(Purposely forget the score of the losing match ^^)
I lost after Stef found out my weakness...
That's why I can only win the 1st match.

After badminton, leg muscle pain...
Tomorrow's 400m sure not gonna pass.
I'd like to say sorry first.
Tomorrow if you still wanna throw your shoe at me, throw bah...
But I warned you first...
If you really throw then I don't want give back your shoe anymore.
You can go buy new one.
Haha...
That is if you ever read my blog.

Larian DJ

Today's Larian DJ was a blast.
Not exactly...
Just use 'blast' to exaggerate it.
It's just normal, like every year.

JH always said I'm a faker.
Yeah...
So I did it again.
Run and run...
Saw St. John or PB members duty by the road side.
I go there and act like I've hurt my leg.
But my acting skills are not so good.
No one got tricked.
That's too bad.

Something really stupid happened this morning.
To prevent things from being stolen, the teachers asked us to put our bags into certain rooms and they'll lock it.
So, I don't want to lose my wallet and key, I put them in my bag and lock it in the room.
Then when I came back from the run, I was tired and thirsty.
"Oh, there's McDonald... Yeah man..."
"Damn... I put my wallet in my bag =.="
So I've no choice.
I go around borrowing money to buy drinks.
That's lame =.=

Final year in this school.
Last time I'm participating in this event.
I was expecting it to be fun.
I thought I would enjoy it very much.
But it's not like what I expect things to be.
It's not.

Wedding Dinner

Yesterday was tired...
Went to my dad's colleague's wedding dinner.
I was there from 6.30pm to 11.30pm.
OMG.
106 tables.
Just imagine how much money he spent...
Haha.
The decoration of the ball room was magnificent, especially the host's table.
It was a huge round table with golden colored table cloth.
There's also a huge banquet of roses in the middle.

The atmosphere was so romantic.
When the bride and groom entered the ball room, they played 'A Moment Like This'.
It was so touching.
I nearly cried.

Talked about the food.
Omg...
It's absolutely delicious.
Especially the scallop and the shark fin soup.

The whole dinner was accompanied by a live band.
They continuously singing love songs.
That's just so sweet.
I keep imagining I'm the groom...
Haha.

Congratulations to Vincent and Lisa ^^

Valentine's Day Coming...

12 more days to Valentine's Day.
Many of my friends are busy these days.
Not busy with homework.
Busy making roses, buying presents...
It's troublesome but I'm kinda jealous of them.
I think making something for your loved one is worth the trouble.
Too bad there's no one there for me to trouble myself.

It's also 12 more days to Chinese New Year.
Hope can get a lot of ang pao this year.
New year resolution?
I don't think the previous years I had any.
So many I'll have some this year.
Here's my list of resolution :
-Straight As for SPM. (of course)
-Successfully get my driving license.
-All events organized by Robotics Club are successful.
-Everyone is happy.
-Get a girlfriend.
Haha.
My resolution will be something like this.
Hope every one of it can come true ^^

Damn... 2010 Is Busy...

Yesterday went to attend undang course.
OMG...
8am - 4pm...
That's too damn long.
1st half of the talk was not bad.
The teacher is good.
Her examples are all quite funny.
I never felt sleepy at that time.
2nd half of the talk was boring.
The teacher's sense of humor sucks.
Jokes are not funny.
He's speech also not very clear.
Can't really understand what the hell he's saying if not looking at the slide show.
The only thing I found it funny was...
'What's the cause of accident? Speeding!'
But his speeding is pronounce as 'spitting'...
So, don't spit on the road.
Spitting kills.

I've forgotten most of the things I learned yesterday.
How am I gonna go take the test?
No time to study the stupid undang also.
I wanted to take the test this week.
But I don't think I'm gonna make it.
Maybe next week then.
I want to get my license faster...
I wanna drive...

Damn.
Not enough time.
Still got loads of work haven't do.
Everyday is a busy day.
Monday - class to 2.30pm (actually this is quite a free day)
Tuesday - class to 2.40pm, training to 5pm
Wednesday - class to 1.50pm, meeting to 3pm (sometimes going badminton till 6pm)
Thursday - class to 1.50pm, training to 5pm
Friday - class to 12.15pm, training from 3pm-5pm
Well... that's my weekdays.
Sometimes have to stay back for club meeting as well.
Well, it's the last year in this school.
I guess I don't mind spending more time helping the school or staying with friends.

I wonder if anyone will miss this after graduation...
I wonder how's my holiday after graduation...
I wonder how's my life after graduation...