Birthday Celebration

Don't know why so many people's birthday is on March.
Seriously many of them.
Maybe just from my point of view.

Yesterday I saw some of the photos.
They were having a birthday party.
They had a delicious-looking cake.
Wow...
They seem to have so much fun.

Tomorrow I'm going to celebrate Goh's birthday at Redbox.
Maybe Sui Sin's birthday as well.
I bet it's gonna be a blast.
For them, at least.

I envy them so much.
Having friends celebrating their birthday for them.
I thought this year my friends might celebrate mine for me.
This is the last year we study in the same school.
It'll be hard to meet all of them again in the future.
So maybe they'll celebrate for me.
At least a small celebration.
But I'm just so damn unlucky.
Open day fell on my birthday.
I asked them out...
They say they wouldn't have the mood to celebrate after seeing their results.
Or, after their parents see their results, they'll be forbidden to go out.
And so I celebrate it myself.
Eat McDonald and walk home.
And my 17th birthday end just like that.
Well, at least got a piggy bank.
Still quite happy, but lonely.

Next year...
I wish some of them would remember my birthday.
Preferably celebrate it for me.
I hope you can be there.
Whether or not you read my blog, I just want you to know...
I wish you can be there.