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I've lived almost 18 years now.
But I still don't act like 18 years old, more like an 8 years old...

Some people call their friends "brothers" and "sisters".
What does it actually mean?
From my experience, it doesn't mean anything.
You're neither closer to them than friends nor family.
You're just like everybody else.
It's just a name to call people.

I called them "jiejie", act cute a little...
Thinking that might get a bit of their attention.
Don't you think this very thought is childish?
Yes, I AM childish.
I'm just a kid who doesn't learn, doesn't grow up.
Getting their attention?
What the hell?
Who would ever put their attention on someone like me?
It was always been me.
I'm the one who talk to them, sms them.
And what is the common thing you see here?
What word appears in your mind?
"DISTURBED" <-- that's what appeared.
Try putting that into the sentence again.
"I'm the one who DISTURBED them."

Wai Loon, I know you thought about it, but... THINK HARDER~
And don't just think about stop disturbing them, DO IT!!!
Don't ever say try...
DO or DO NOT, there is no try.
Grow up dude, this is your fate.
Capricorn is born like that, face it...