Holiday Is Here

Holiday is here...
So is my torture.

I used to love holiday.
I don't have to wake up early, go to school, look at those teachers, doing homework...
I love sitting in front of the computer whole day.
Even if its not good for my eyes, I'm still doing it.
I have lots of games to play.
Or I've addicted to one particular game.

But now everything has changed.
I hate holiday.
Although I still don't like to wake up early and doing homework...
But I quite enjoy going to school.
I can play with my friends there, chat with teachers...
Of course, just the few nice teachers.

Now I have no mood to play any game.
It wasn't like this at the beginning of the year.
But it changed.
If I didn't remember wrongly, it changed ever since I join the Robotics Team in April.
I've just been so addicted to robotics.
Building a cool-looking robot, programming it, winning the competition.
My addiction lasted even now, although its not as strong as the start of everything.

Well, the 'no mood to play any game' became 'no mood to do anything' a while later.
Yeah, since the day I met her.
After meeting her, I don't feel like doing anything.
Just thinking of her all day long.
I never had this kind of feeling before.
Yes, I like her, no doubt.
Nothing is impossible.
But us getting together, it might be nearly impossible.
If we're meant to be, we'll be together...
Well, there's nothing I can do.
If she likes me, she likes me.
If she don't like me, she don't.
Its her decision.
Not like I have any right to force her.
She's happy then I'm happy.
I only wish that she's not angry with me in any way.
I feel sad when she's ignoring me.

I only have a few wishes now.
1. She remember my birthday.
2. She'll talk to me more.
3. She's happy.

Holiday is here.
Wish everyone have a happy holiday.
Don't be like me...