Scared~

I'm scared...
I'm scared of many things.
Scared of exam.
Scared of my results.
Scared of my relationship with my friends are becoming worse.

Guess I deserved it if my results are bad.
Can't really focus on studying these few days.
Not really in the mood of studying.

My friends seem to be ignoring and avoiding me these days.
I don't know if I've done anything that may have offended them.
If I really did, I'm sorry.
I didn't mean it.

She said she was scared of seeing me.
Now I'm scared of talking to her.
I'm scared that talking to her might make things worse.
I want to be one of her good friends, even though we may not be able to be together.
I just don't want our relationship to go so badly until we can't even be friends.
I'm really sorry for everything that have happened.