I'm Sorry

First of all, I'd like to say sorry to Huihui Jiejie.
Yesterday i kinda lost control of my emotion.
If I've said anything that may have offended you, I'm sorry.

What Jack have said is true, even though i may not like it.
These few days someone does seems like avoiding me.
I don't like the feeling of not talking to someone.
But i don't like it even more when someone is ignoring me.
Perhaps i really have overdid what I've done.
I'm really sorry about that.
I'll try my best to change my attitude.
So that people around me won't feel that I'm annoying and irritating.

Sometimes i do hate myself for being trapped between my parents characteristics.
Shy and not good with socialising with people from my father.
Like the feeling of being in the centre of the crowd from my mother.
Stuck between these isn't a good thing.